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rror, a doll in a Vera Wang gown. Perfect. Fl
nal coat of gloss onto my lips. The red w
and roses. The wedding's theme flowers. They were supposed to smell l
gomery, swept in. She was a vision in a Chanel suit
ircling me as if I were a prize-winning
wasn't warmth; it was an appraisal. A confirmation
my facial muscles were froz
looking the manicured hotel grounds. "Look at that crowd. TMZ, People maga
the folds of my dress, clenched into fists. My nails dug into
I was the lead actress.
rtier-sponsored diamond tiara on my head. TIt was a beautifu
. That handsome, celebrated fa
d I swallowed it down. Hard. I couldn'
the seating chart for the reception, ensuring eve
merely the most valuable pr
in the mirror had wide, terrified b
p, afraid someone would see th
d I ge
space where my heart should be. Th
ar who always smiles, who is always perfe
ch light and dismissive. "Alright, da
as a viper's bite.
ally, a wind-up t
congratulations. "You look so beautiful, Ms.
ngs sounded
pered something in her ear, a
for the live broadcast," she annou
e sounds around me f
thought
lead weights, bol
tly. It was my maid of ho
doorway, a bright
met mine, and
person in the world who cou
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