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Seba
wd roaring fr
but this time it sounded muted, like I was underwater. My blades bit the ice with sharp intent as I glided eyes on the p
blurred out. The score was even and the clock was still ticking
d. But tonight, something was
my muscles anticipating doing more than just playing a game. My grip on the stick was too tight, fingers aching, knuckles stra
yelled out, but his voice barely registered in my mind as I strain
now and it slipped away fro
r other shoulde
day and the words cut through
e. I knew that voice. Halvorsen. Number 92. Big mouth. Bigger fists. He
urgery," he sneered, skating up beside me. "Sh
moment. Just long enough an
all I heard was the rushing sound in my ears. Something bitter and hot poured
Not weighing repercussions and ignoring the game, I dropped the stick. One secon
d he fell like a marionette with severed strings. He didn
ead silent, like someone presse
ooking at Halvorsen. At the blood. God, the blood. It was too much. Too bright, and it looked too real. Something animalistic stirred within me. My vision snapped, colors ran together inton I loo
ren't hands anymore
d, bulging-veined, and not quite r
ands again. They were shaking and my knuckle
h me?" I was whispering to mys
tant, everywher
...
someone yel
toward the locker room. My gear weighs ten thousand pounds an
t even
oach Grady barks the second we're thro
ist ached as if I had punched concrete. And my head?, it was splitting in two. A migraine was unfolding behind m
king with rage. "That's it; suspension
the door but I didn't even notice. I fel
ned, man?"
I replied, my th
ipped o
slowly.
uch, trying to catch my ey
ea
thing
e released his breath and rubbed his jaw. "It
it is. Or at least,
ightmares I don't remember. Waking up sweating, shadows shifting when they s
this?
nating, I saw th
hat face, the league representative. Behind him, was another figure. It was a
us, Mr. Holt," she
of me. "What is this
l," she
ocol include removing
eone's jaw in front of
g to avoid more chaos, I
ng a single word. "Bring yo
way from the press, away from the cameras and awa
emed the world outside didn't exist anymore. I climbed into the back seat
move. Then she looked at me, eyes unflurri
art s
ha
he senses... the
pen on the clipboard. "You caught
e you?"
dox anomalies. And Sebastian, what happened out there o
keep my hands steady.
a little, "No. I thi
gazed out the window. We were leavin
ou taking me
safe," sh
not going anywhere until somebody tell
n." The words st
" I wh
aid in the world. "You've been keeping it suppressed your whole life, likely with
ed looking like fog. "Yo
sh I
. I buried my fists in my thighs to keep myself grounded. I needed some control. I
to myself but Dr. Blackwell heard, her eyes
e waki
to what? I
ce, something howled. Something t
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