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he door, I knew s
aughter floated out. It was a woman's, followed by his, low
ed the
ely not mine. The Achard cologne he always wore mixed with a strange per
was open half way
our bed were
than me. She was more composed then me, more put together, more polished. Lia
u're back ea
spent the last three years makin
ed looking pained and confused. "
said, looking bored. "Don't
a kid being yelled at and asked what
w?" My voice was weaker
ience. "You're never here, always working those l
late from. I'd tell myself the coldness in his voice was stress. Every lie and every sullen voice note
ee years of me forgiving you. And somehow
clearly uncomfortable now.
make everyth
out for dinner and bought flowers. After the third time, he got drunk, and started to blame the a
e was nowher
ess failed and everything else disintegrated, I kept myself depend
hen I thought this apartment could one day become something secure. I could feel my hands be
u're l
m the satisfaction of seeing m
ons, my charger, and my docs folder which I hid on the bottom most part of my suitcase. It holds all of my most valued papers, m
shed packing. I was planning on taking
say, with confidence returning to his voice.
al, defeated, accepting whatever version of him I would be able
though, he
I grabbed the handle, the w
ow he had a
st guilty feeling. There was nothing to hate her for. I never hated any of t
while acknowledgin
e roll. "This is not a murder situatio
at, it made it
ht before I left. "You always
I had nowher
when the dizziness started. I leaned agains
on, along with the numerous late shifts. But there was a
sults
one call to answer the question I was putting off. Now all I had
f the situation. The fear that had been lingering
me wasn't the worst thing t
tive, I would be stu
ick on direction and got moving with the lug
my arm, and surrounded by the thick night. The hardest par
age in my hand and no plan, stand on the sidiawk with no going bac
aking myself small that every step away from the
hear, their voices almost seemed to belong to a completely diffe
nd me with the street now stretched out in front of me. I was going nowher
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