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f my lily-scented shampoo made me nauseous. I took a deep brea

I still held the hope that I might be wrong. I wouldn

e left turn, and noticed the

e usually the numbers were more. The woman with dark curls stood in front of the room, holding a file in he

mile when she smiled at me. The lady curiousl

having a faint shade of pink

el

estioned, her palms r

the confirmation checkup," I said with an awkward

on?" I asked, glanc

her face made me feel torn. She was truly happy with being pregnant and why wouldn't she be? She mu

d I tensed. The mention of my boyfriend made me easily tense

ked, more like pried. Tha

idn't come with you?" I impl

to bring me vanilla ice cream

e couple who were inside came out. The co

ecause they were ashamed of me. Life got hard. I decided to have an abortion and cut this ugly thing once and for all" she paused, her warm eyes gazing at her belly. "But I changed my mind. Som

eze her palm gently. I was unaware of the hardships she we

ming to the hospital that if I am pregnant, I wou

. It always has the answer to your unrequited question" she added,

ter" I commented as a

nette's turn to go. Before entering, she glimpsed at the hall, as if expectin

re to eat these supplements. You will feel nauseous often, so take them after you have your food" she

h I had already done twice at home, gave the results as positive. The same results thrice weren't a mistake. Now, I was sure I was pregnant

ter much hesitancy. Dr. Emily looked up through

k about that as well. Abortion can be done safely within

hance that I am pregnant" I let out, more like blabbered,

to make an appointment and

est way and also the most reasonable one. There was no way I could ta

d I didn't have the energy to attend the rest of the classes. I propped on my single bed and groaned

limpsed at the screen before recei

lia asked, her cheery voice could make a sad person brigh

I can thin

almost making my ears go deaf. "We have been wanting to

been as excited as her, but I wasn't. With a heavy heart, I

happened? Ar

o let the cat out of the bag. Amelia doesn't k

ere is something else you aren't telling

going okay? I'm sorry

If you don't, I will barge into your

it. I wasn't sure what made me unsure to tell my best friend about my pregnancy, but

ready at seven. I'll

y eyes. "G

med, sounding pleased. "Alr

, see

Maybe I would feel better being in her company. As I clo

ecision, listen to your heart. It always h

t already have the answe