and s
de the cup, unable to understand
doned tenth floor, but there was nobody there. The old lec
buzzed. An u
e drink. Don't worry, this is
he messa
knew I was here? I had come to this floor because I needed somewhere to hide. I always needed somewhe
new how little my parents cared about me. I had been
cancelled, and I had planned to spend part of the
urs of sleep, I woke at about three in the a
e to our campus for a friendly gam
ne of the few things that could m
cked up my bag. I had barely reached the living
side her, holding her hand. Both
her wasn't someon
hat hap
made my stomach turn. My father tried
towards me and started striking m
ase. What
at I was apologising for. Then her hands
hat you did?" she scre
d her. Then she said the words tha
body went numb. Not because I was being strangled. Because I h
her go!"
said the only reason she had never done it was bec
en me away after I was born. They had considered sendin
in br
en before either of us had even been born. My father eventually pulled my
g me names. I tried to stand. My legs refused to cooperate. I reached for th
and ran. I didn't look behind me. I couldn't. I had already heard en
The football match had already started. Normally, I
tenth floor. Almost nobody went there. There were a few ol
where nobody searched for me. A place where
g inside broke apart. I cried until my head hurt. My mother's words
d remain. They had chosen Shane. They hadn't even known whether the second baby
h
had I
re I had even opened my eyes? I alr
away was different. It destroyed the last little piece of hope I had been carryin
rhaps one day I would matter. Now I knew better. I had never bee
coul
nything? How could I look at my parents again? B
urn to. No family member waiting to take me in. So I remaine
ver. When I opened my eyes again, the room
o'c
my bag. That was when I not
cu
and saw that it was hot chocola
d around the room. Nobody. Th
and s
rly l
tupid prank on me? People at univers
later. I didn't trust surprises anymore. Then my pho
e drink. Don't worry, this is
erson know? Hot chocolate was my favou
melled it. The familiar sweet smell reached me, and I
or the first time that day, something f
are
ed my
ink. It was really ni
s the lift. There was still no answer. When I finally l
other part knew I had nowhere else
ut eventually, my feet carried me towards the
Shane were sitting together, watching televis
ed about dinner. They had ordered foo
nued complaining. I said nothin
table. Sleep wouldn't come. My min
have kil
sed m
My heart began beating faster as I pick
e is right. Until then, call me what
nce
led me that. Not my parents. Not Shane. Not an
n't have
ing unwanted and invisible, that tiny act of kindness reached a part
eone had made me feel special. And
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