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Cecilia, Volume 3 (of 3)

Chapter 9 No.9

Word Count: 2747    |    Released on: 06/12/2017

to sleep when she was going, forbearing to mark his solicitude by quitting his apartment at any unusual hour. Lady Margaret part

Her journey was without incident or interruption, and she went immediately to th

y well with her neighbours, upon a small annuity, which made her easy and comfortable, though by

had no other employment than what she voluntaril

bourhood, she took possession of her own house,

o by what they already had received, knew well what they still might expect, regarded the day

was her own for ever, or, at least, could solely by her own choice be transferred, she determined, as much as was in her power, in quitting her desultory dwellings, to empty her mind of the tran

her understanding was strong, and her fortitude was equal to her trials. Her calamities had saddened, but not weakened her mind, and the words of Delvile in speaking of his mother occurred to her no

even tenour of courage mingled with prudence. Nothing, therefore, appeared to her so indispensable as constant employment, by which a variety of new

ily guarded, but whom she only could see to revive the most dangerous recollections. She sent him, therefore, to the

k objects of distress, and always but too certain to find them, of conducting her himself to their habitations, and then leaving to her own liberality the assistance their several cases demanded: and, in the overflowing of his zeal upon these occasions, and the rapture of his heart in thus disposi

r woman, as she recovered her strength, soon got a little work, and all deficiencies in her power of maintaining herself were supplied by her generous p

mpanied her to the house, and spent one day there; but receiving from Cecilia, though extremely civil and sweet to him, no hint of any invitation for repeating his visit, he left it in sadness, and returned to his own in deep dejection. Cecilia saw with conc

rrel could afford her any pleasure; but the promises she had so often made to Mr Harrel in his distresses, though extorte

supplies; she fatigued Cecilia with wonder at the privacy of her life, and tormented her with proposals of parties and entertainments. She was eternally in amazement that with powers so large, she had wishe

regaining it, seemed through the medium of bestowing it upon others. She had seen, too, by Mr Harrel, how wretchedly external brilliancy could cover inward woe, and she had learned at Delvile Castle to grow sick of parade and grandeur. Her equipage, therefore, was without glare, though not without elegance, her t

as easy, unaffected, and well bred, and though she saw them but seldom, her good humour and desire of obliging kept them always her friends. The plan she had early formed at Mrs Harrel's she

joy have sought out her liberal dwelling, but no one had idly waited till the moment it was at her disposal. All who possessed at once both talents and wealth, were so generally courted they were rarely to be procured; and all who to talents alone o

its difficulties, she began to consider them imaginary: Mrs Belfield, while her son was actually with herself, might see she took not Henrietta as his appendage; and Mr Delvile, should he make further enquiries, might hear that her real connection was with the sister, si

r of future mischief, the consciousness of her own innocence at length vanquished all dread o

ture at the proposal; and that of Mrs Bel

o travel with her into Suffolk, with pr

ur made her half wild. Cecilia suffered it not to languish for want of kindness to support it; she took her to her

m him, far from trusting the secret of her former connexion to Henrietta, t

e her loved with affection, but treated with the most scrupulous delicacy. Cecilia had her share in all the comfort she bestowed; she had now a friend to oblige, and a companion to converse with. She communicated to her all her schemes, and made her the partner of

o go on without remonstrance, hoping her enthusiasm would abate, as its novelty wore out: but finding that week following week was still distinguished by some fresh act of beneficence, he grew so alarmed and uneasy, he could restrain himself no longer. He spoke to her with warmth, he represented her conduct as highly dangerous in its consequence; he sa

ssured him his apprehensions were groundless, since though she acted from inclination, she acted not without thought. Her income was very large, and she was wholly without family or connection; to spend it merely upon herself would be something still worse than extravagance, it must result from wilfulness the most inexcusable, as her disposi

place, the retrenching from that time all her present peculiar expences, would surely, in a clear ú3000 a-year, leave her rich enough for any man, without making it incumbent upon her

nest, and too well satisfied she was right, to venture giving her disgust by controverting her arguments; the conversation, therefore, ended with new di

ition, which, though she sometimes unavoidably endured, her discernment, and the activity of her investigating diligence, saved her from suffering frequently.

en disdained by the Delviles, for the sake of whose connection she had alone ever truly rejoiced in possessing it; and after such a conviction of its inefficacy to secure her happin

ing her mind from idleness, and in restoring it to chearfulness. Calls upon her attention so soothing, and avocations so various for her time, had answered the gr

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