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e and slumping on the couch, heaving a contented si
chen, expecting to s
thing about missing me and trying to bake something so a
school and Nolan has always been glad to be
describes the taste as ' home' saying that my
me he whispers th
irthday, and I rushed all the way here to surprise him. I didn't
l that I am neglecting h
have been on and off bet
well, and since I am the only family
, there's Nolan –
ago after he was offered a spot on
idn't qualify to join the team. I remember how he sucke
elocate with him. It was hard leaving the town I grew u
the backbone of his career, o
every game he is scheduled to partic
that I might as well fire his
for him. It gives me a
before venturing into the kitchen. A smile paints my lips a
make it to his birthday yesterday bu
om door, something h
e bedroom, my hand h
ining it. Nolan wou
groan followed by breathless moan
thing else. A sick part of me whispers to walk away, to go back down
of woman woul
cow
clinging
alendar, every time I chose him over myself, over Michigan, over my f
s what I am
me, burning away th
oorknob so tightly i
someone else, I need to
myself out of it, I
ters at the si
led in our bed. The same bed we have bee
fingers digging into my
jerks upright, scrambling for the blanket to cover h
what it looks like," he st
expect me to believe that? What am I looking at the
across his face. For a second, I
he blurts, holding out his hands like that c
ailey. I don't even care about
ack, disgust ris
right on our bed. You call th
ing, and how did you choose to repay me? By
guilt in his eyes flickers
you're not to blame here?" He snaps,
the way here. I was fine without you so if you feel betrayed
used and feeling insu
you talki
e always hovering, always controlling everything I do. I can't breathe with you o
e a punch, knocking t
id-I did for you
s, dropping the blan
to me. You never gave me the space to breath freely so I took matters into
appens when you p
ment, I j
cuts deeper wi
punch in the gut, ste
ut of love and my concern for him w
er say anything? Was my love so cheap in yo
said she was annoying, I never knew she was delus
rub me th
repeat, drea
each other for the past six mo
hs? It's the same time my grandmother's health started
esn't say a word, only giving me a blank stare. The answer is however very cl
N
ing a fool out o
y left in you. You are nothing and nobody to Nolan. You can't help his ca
ed to mean?" I ask,
n; you were always just a placeholder, so fuck off. Staying with you will only drag his car
poisoned dagger stabbin
him through thick and thin, everything would
I was only d
th, I square my sho
ually cared about you. No connections that mattered and nobody covering yo
diculous..."
ed every sponsorship deal you signed. For every inte
nde with connections. You had me, doing a
nothing comes out.
, looking at t
career left for him to fight over. Thank you for o
coward an
oth find out exactly how much o
se. I turn, walk out, and
ally shake. My heart's still hammering
n't let
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