ini
fter midnight, and it was not j
during heat. Beneath all of it was something uniquely Theo, softer and dangerously addictive enough that every protective instinct I had
ections across his face. His breathing stayed uneven, every inhale shaky enough for me to hear the strain underneath it. Every
ether that something tightened painfully
to sleep
usted enough that the sound barely resembl
hter around himself, I notic
urting,"
ore answering. "Ye
ames. Not in interviews. Not even after injuries that should have sidelined him for weeks. But exh
rward sligh
and somehow still trusting me despite everything that had hap
m quietly. "I can help you through t
to pull him into my lap, bury my face against his throat, and scent him until the entire world understood he
he words
veral seconds before whi
I pro
it was only partly true. I did not
s tightened around the blanket. "You
ugh almost escaped me. "You th
pearing again, tired and painfully real in a way that felt s
what I'm doing
ipped of pride or anger and leaving only the exhausted t
oser. "You don't ha
angerously trusting sat openly in his expr
knew wha
I said
pathetic," he ru
I gr
den slightly in surprise. I reached up slowly and brushed one dark c
e this long isn't p
tantly, softer now and trusting in a way that nearly wrecked what little control
refully. "If you want
ag, fingers tightening around the strap like he meant to stand up and leave. Then his legs gave
nough for a frustrated sound to escape him
uch him or speak because thi
is face looked painfully exhausted, like someone who had spent years running without
ou first," h
, half-asleep against my chest earlier tonight, but n
inued softly. "Before anything els
rain tapped softly against the windows.
him back. Heat made people lose control, and attach
it was not. Theo kissed like someone unused to being wanted back-hesitant a
oment I kissed him back. Every
it felt like his body had already spent years waiting for this moment. His fingers twisted tightly into my
that, gentler, and felt hi
" I br
d overwhelmed from heat, trust,
etly, pulling back just eno
tion before whispering o
beneath the word,
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