en
ubbed at my skin until it was raw, desperate to wash away the sickenin
arsh breath of frustration. Doria's little performance tonight hadn't just
n red paint and draping herself in si
icating fire. Doria... Doria was a drab, gray sparrow trying to glue bright feathers to her wings. She was a clumsy
arp twist of my wrist and step
, insignificant shadow huddled in the far corner of our massive bed. The cloying sce
y oak armoire, retrieved a separate quilt, and tossed it
t her flinch behind me, but I didn't care.
ss. The pressure from my father, the endless political maneuvering
to appease my father and paint the Sheppard clan with a veneer of "mercy" after we slaughtered
was supposed to
ears, and her womb remained as empty
rr
r wasn't just a personal failure; it was the ultimate disgrace. My peers had already secured
human woman. I could hear the whispers behind my back in the gilded halls of power, t
d an Exarch who couldn't even plant a seed in his ow
the narrowness of the chai
e shipped off to the dark mines or the military camps with the rest of the Conrad survivors. My so-called m
ia
tossing and turning on the chaise lounge across the room. Every a
th me anymore. I was a plague h
estless shifting stopped, and his breathing fi
ing a shiver up my legs. The room was bitterly cold, and he only had a thin
habit. The instinct of a woman who st
the sofa. I reached out, my fingers gently grasping the
leep. His lips parted, and a voice, thick with sleep but dri
n... a barr
hed out of my lungs. The blood in my veins didn'
in the unconscious depths
ren v
tner. Not a woman who had spent seven years trying to love him. I was just a worth
om my numb fingers,
. The burning humiliation from earlier tonight-the sharp, sta
ge, hollow numbness s
me. I lay back down, pulling the covers up to my ch
could eventually melt the ice around his heart. I had once believed the sacred bondi
I finally understood. There
ion. A bad investment occupying a sp
Humiliation was a sharp knife that made you bleed and cry. This... this was a slow-acting
go flashed in my mind. He had been distant then, too, but I had
thetic illusion I ha
ffocating need to be loved by Jaden Sheppard-a need tha
to cry. I just felt... empty. And in that cold, abso
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