After the Divorce: Ex-husband's Regret

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said. "I don't...

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stepping closer. "You hated going. You

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fly toward the sound, then ba

ng at the corners of her mouth. "Red champagne. I was furious. You apologi

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led into the fab

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breath and

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ckly, almost pleading. "You said everythin

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ghtly, like he was trying. Li

he said again.

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that startled even her. "You always say

as if that meant

his head. "I don'

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fore the sob could escape. She stared at the wall

Son," he said gruffly. "Do you remember your

at him. Hesitate

flic

quickly. "You remember Ava,

heart slamming painf

between them.

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ce was barely there now. "You proposed to me by the l

expecting to see a ring appea

se to anyone," h

ision

e your life without me," she whis

ightened.

knives now. Each on

trembling. "Matthew , please. Try

d this time. Her red eyes. The way sh

d quietly. "I'm not trying to be

in Ava fina

ing uncontrollably now. Her entire body felt hollow, li

d, not sure who she was saying

r, summoned by the quiet devastat

thew 's responses with a professional calm

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or, the distance between them stretching with every second. She foll

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staring at nothing. His parents spoke in hushed tones n

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sleep. The way he'd murmur her name without waking. The way

lose somethi

returned, Ava was barel

to the head injury," the doctor said. "S

slowly. He might re

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and pa

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d Matthew 's room, Av

er chest, feeling the ache

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her shoulders an

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