cel
as empty and quiet, but I barely noticed anything else as I walked down
nd the tears did
muttered under my breath, swi
weeks without realizing it. And I hated myself for it. I hated
't lik
re. But here I was, stopping right in the middle of the
my head and drew in a slow breath. Then anoth
ut." And just like tha
had been
he word ev
rd-winning medical journals, and debated men twice her age. I grew up watching
when she began
d just held. She laughed it off as stress and overwork, we all did. But then, w
this was after the fear had
ly stripping her of her memory, better judgment, and independence. She for
lp dressing, eating, and remembering her own husband and chil
hen my small heart was breaking. I loved her more than anythin
hate
st part. Because she
burden, Marcel," She wo
name that wasn't mine. And that broke my heart
was neve
one, depending on them, and then losing myself while
it, you had a fifty percent chance of passing it on to your offspring. There was no
ogist because of it. But control has limits. And latel
ly appearing in my mentors, senior colleagues,
d they used to wield effortlessly. I saw it in the way they walked into a room, forgetting why th
d it. Not just because I had lived it, but be
ng it, I was run
y Dom Vital
ctive. And certainly not because hi
al decline, no genetic red flags waiting to ambush a child I loved, and
pe. Low enough that it would give my child time to grow, to reme
d lived with since I was a teenager. If I fa
morning desperate for a baby. I was still whole-
s still mine. While I could choose, while I could
ility window c
d my chin. I was not going to let this opportunity g
life and tried to control every variable I could jus
this over w
I turned around and wal
ll it felt like it was chasing me. But I didn't slow down or think. Because
ose, so I pushed the door open withou
i was sti
rouser pocket and the other, holding his glass of gin. It
aybe, or something far worse. But he didn't speak. He only watched me with those sharp,
already feel my nerves slipping, fear an
I m
pty glass on the table. That was it. There were no more exits. This was the moment where you
go home,
ep towards him, then another. His dark and burning eyes followed me, tr
y mouth into his. For half a second, I thought he might push me away. But t
orld
ng I had been holding tight inside me suddenl
low in my stomach as his grip tightened, finge
hest, in my thighs, in the sharp hitch of my breath when his mouth m
new was the way his body felt solid and perfect against mine. The way I w
otions attached, but it wasn't. Not when my pulse was ever
is lips slowed just enough to make it worse, dragging against
eep holding me like this. How his dark and unreadable eyes burned int
r of u
ved into something tha
ng enough,"
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