a P
iron badge a cold, he
belle's feigned look of pity or the smirking
was a soldier, dismissed from duty, heading to my new pos
his rage. My composure, my refusal to crumble, was an act of defiance he could not punish but could not tolerate. In t
his, a picture of soothing gra
, the shadows, the cold stone-it all faded into a gray nothi
over a decade, felt alien. It was a c
badge. Then I placed it on the nightstand,
, a mark of ultimate disgrace. They sat side-
much. A few spare black tunics. A whetstone for my dagger. A c
eart was a hollowed-out c
a vast, crush
earned. I remembered tasting his food for poison, standing guard outside his
body, and every single one had a sto
hem as medals. Proof
tally marks. The signs of wea
powerful connections, one that didn't come with the inconven
to bury. A past where he was weak, a second so
be seen to have needed
own. Or at least, chained up fa
It was cold and sharp and utterly devoid of hum
on the iron
going to the
at the edge of his world. I would not l
y breath, every thought, every choice had been
I was cut
nger my king. You are no longe
l rucksack. My gaze went to the window, to the high, dar
o get ou
peration or fear. It was a cold
bsidian Cita
y soul. A single, defiant spark in the darkness. It spre
, long time, I felt a tremor
ing, exhilarating
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