ra
lence, broken only by the soft padding
me. She held out a heavy crystal tumble
might help," she said, her
sen my nerves, make me brave enough to do what had to be done. A bitter little part of me wondered if Eleonora had slipped in some old Sic
a path down my throat, searing away the top layer of m
reath and pushe
the shifting, hypnotic colors on the medical monitors. The machines b
ed to
arp lines of his jaw, the dark sweep of his lashes against his pale skin. They were
ng, blurring the shar
old myself. A trans
umsy, disconnected from my brain. The robe slithered to the floor
corner of the cr
s beneath his skin hard as stone. He was warm, but it was the passive warmt
ng lights. I forced myself to breathe, to obey the brutal logic of t
. It was a silent, devastating ritual, a private hum
stion washed over me. I rolled away fro
ilent, wracking sobs. I cried for the girl who had dreamed of a real wedding, for the woman who had just sold her
dge of the bed, the grief so heavy it fe
into a hazy, whiskey-
to
bare
contact, like a single feather brushing against
id. Every nerve
ed my head around, my hear
His breathing, measured by the ventilator, hadn't
th
any sign, any flicker of movement,
was no
ing from stress. Or maybe my mind, frayed and exhaus
dn't b
hrough me. I watched him for a long, long time, my breath held tig
breath and told myself it w
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