nna
like a file, dragging me back to a state of consciousness. Mybare bulb above me, my eyes slowly focusing on
to move, a brutal, tearing pai
he sound was muff
ked rag deep into my mouth, forcing it
urgical scrubs wer
-alley butchers the syndicate used to extract bulle
n at me, his eyes glint
ht she could ride in luxury cars, but onl
y stomach with intentional, excessive force,
e table, hot tears st
les were strapped down tight wit
ly insulting my mother and my
ering it as a justified punishment for
white-hot pain, I heard a voicoursed through
choed through the smudged glas
nd "extract the bastard" so he c
rd the window, my neck strai
g next to Enzo in t
arm, feigning tears wi
trembling as she claimed she never wa
duced him because she loved hi
r waist and pulled her flush against h
ed into a dark,
ne true Donna, and I was mere
ience for loud, hysterical women, and o
er fake tears, a triumphant
es, her hands sliding
to entertain him properly tonight
e embrace through the dir
as if some vital, animating fluid had simply
cold, as if my very
tomach vanished, replaced by
al monitors next to the table suddenly sta
avers yelled i
haging massively and my bloo
rushed to the door, banging franti
y lit hallwa
he premises with Carmela, le
of having a dead body on their hands
on will have our heads if a corpse comp
, and dragged me up a narrow flight of concrete stairs. The freezing night air h
nonymously for neutral city paramedics to collect a dying woman in th
ze of distant sirens and the harsh glare of fl
into the darkened alleyway
wearing under their breath at the absolu
action, straddling me to perfo
lattered belongings from a dirty m
ith my limp thumb, and dialed the
and yelled into it, screaming
nected with
mbled with the device, accident
of Enzo and Carmela having violent, passionate se
g Enzo's name in a
at same dark purr that she was the o
silence fell over the
tion of a second, his hands hovering over my chest
s were
on the other end of that line-not love
, trembling, blood-covere
g strength, I navigated to my m
ediately, her warm, fa
ess sky, my voice nothing mor
I was
eel wrapped in velvet. "I'm already on my way.
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