the night m
ind me what happened to people who got comfortable. Who stopped watching
believ
p until
that wasn't mine staring back at me. It took three seconds to remember where I was. Those three seconds were the
at
ls of my hands
ath
ravon compound. Nobody is bre
until my hea
eam was pointless, and went looking for somethi
e library
tal map of the compound. It wasn't. It was floor to ceiling books, two worn chairs angled towar
d in the
from the book
d at eac
" I said. Not a
ed the book.
dre
ally - just recognition. The nod of someone who also knew what
om. At the other c
stinct I had said
in the ot
d shifted and filled the silence with something that wasn't quite sound. Outsid
ave been un
was
s the p
Quietly. Like he'd weighed wheth
t my voice flat. "
ld wer
xte
or a moment. "
ly. But he wanted my father's bloodline gone and my mother was the last thread connecting me to it." I l
le
as the plan apparently. She had it worked out." My
have run
ly on the thing I'd never l
" I
ew you," he
to look
ads and softened their eyes and said I'm so sorry in the voice that was really about their
in. "And she made the only
hing I didn't give
back at
cause redirecting was sur
. The way pack members spoke about the previou
ickness. Not a fight." A pause.
Alphas
aughed too much. Terrible at paperwork." The ghost of the almost-smile, different this time - the kind that came f
self almos
mo
othing like
s. "He wasn't. I was the serious one
our mo
was built over a long time. "She wasn't built for pack life. M
ou got
ntua
sed to have a father who laughed too much and found his serious son funny. Who taught himself not to blame the person who lef
ere lay
stop looking
many books?" I sai
ike he'd forgotten about the
ha
he said. Like he hadn't me
time it
hat much responsibility, every decision landing on wolves who depended on you to get
as the only ti
you read?
ide him and he
rward to se
et
ked a
k without apo
ed my lips togethe
y i
eads poetry at fo
t like it tasted stale. "I'
ne else
they built in their heads." He set the boo
ut genuine - no edge to it, no strategy. Just ho
at me for
guring that o
ressed against the walls. Somewhere dee
il the dark outside the w
us mentione
eath everything, that pull I refused to name, tha
stood to go he
ar
top
he said. "It doesn't go
new that. I didn't as
st n
d ups
into
I didn't d
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