months
eds, laughing softly while admiring the newborns in their mothers' arms. Some were already
g quietly from my c
ood besid
as alright after the delivery. The little boy sleepin
nly the two of us ag
to admit, but I kept forcing myself to
lanket wrapped around him. How could anyone look at s
their own daughter simply b
tself had near
felt endless. Nobody comforted me. Nobody held my hand through the pain. The midwives barely hid
so humiliated i
eld her hand the entire time while whispering comforting words i
worse than the cont
odline on my shoulders. Ever since childhood, my life had revolved around responsibility. Str
ncy had destro
ad spent years preparing for. Everything changed after that night. It felt as though my entir
ing footsteps pulled
sses. Her expression stayed cold and professional, but the judgment behind it was impossible to miss. Every person in this place looked at me the same way. A young woman
er of my son was no
e father is?" she asked while cli
the blanket wrapped around my baby.
than
ould come after me. I'd already seen his ang
rt of all? He didn'
from an e
fest option. I'd already humiliated my family enough. If Dad ever discovered
over her shoulder before gla
twisted with mockery. "Too bad his mother makes terrible decisio
ed my face aw
ol?" I asked quietly, acting as th
comments like that at me. Every look and every whisper carried
t written on
murmured tiredly. "I'm not a
pted sharply while setting it beside me.
irth because their healing abilities activated almost immediately. But I had never completed my firs
east get some
hunger. Breastfeeding drained what
You were admitted after dinner h
l. Only eight in the evening. An entire nig
e was no point wasting my breath. Nobody in
ke my son and disappear somewhere far from Mountainview City. Somewhere nobody knew my name
away but paused beside t
ed to him?" she asked coldly. "Imagine discovering y
ad thought about that every single
ices too. This wasn't som
lf from crying again. Then I lowered my gaze
e. Amber. There was no do
n a pale shade betw
o sleep. His tiny breathing slowly calmed, and for a moment, I simply held him there while exh
ised my hand
over her shoulders, and she couldn't have been much older than me. For
er and picked
some water? Or maybe
ed from her face
s she pressed the call
ively leaned over to lift him into my arms again. The movement sent
the room. The head nurse d
sharply, as though I wasn't suppo
er to the ward for single mothers," the head
body wen
tain, I heard another patien
ing wrong. Nobody ever came to
nding beside her. Mates, parents, friends. They were surrounded by love and
els beneath my bed and p
hrough the long hospital corridors. The entire thing felt
other curtained area. Without saying a singl
painfully dry. "Could I a
even ackn
a female voice said nea
n slowly p
tood on the other
ew years older than me. The second girl looked much younger, a
a small smile. "I'm Ma
I answere
beside her. "And that's Zhoé," she said. Then her smile faded
of the bed and lowered her voice slightly. "Trust me, the only people y
. "But taking care of us
ays already. My baby's having complications, and they barely check on h
pulled out a cereal bar bef
sted. You shoul
asked while holding my son
nod
oo," she admitted softly. "Looks
hile finishing the cereal bar
nger girl. "Did you have a b
nswered softly.
b
u," I sai
for days." Then she studied me more carefully
fore answering
ghtly. Then she slowly
g else," she murmured. "Everyone in this room has their
after you leave here?" I asked
first. "But the place
"I'm staying with my mo
ed directly at
led in my chest. I s
ed the words out calmly even
for five hundred dollars. It barely ran properly, and most nights were mi
eople looked at us with disgust the second they learned we had children without official mates. But despite all
hared her food with me a
telling the truth.
of the nurses ignored us completely. They barely checked on
ecome invisible the
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