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learned my husband had never stopped loving
packing for our honeymoon when I could hear the tremor in his voice. The soft, desperate way he said "Jovi" tha
ling myself I was paranoid. I never heard he mentioned her name
would still noticed his sadness. The sadness of a man who lose his who
can called home. The one who waited while he mourned her. The wife he married but never truly love. I never good at cook but I kept learning Jovi's favorite recipes becau
weetheart. While I was the bestfriend who silently wanting him in the shadow wh
family. And it was the first time I met her husband. The one she
it weeks ago, hidden it in the back of the fridge,
Zane. Can yo
y own front door and called
d sound. A gasp, maybe
as already crashing. I knew that silence. I knew that muffled sound. I'd heard it before, in h
trembled. It was open, just a crack.
ade, the one I used to kiss when he was half-asleep, the one I traced with my finger in the da
'd chosen together. Blonde hair fanned across my pillow. The pillowcase still smelle
o understand what
sn't my
sn't my
d spent an hour choosing be
uldn'
it
e moment she realized she'd been caught. And underneath that, fear and panic.
heet, her hands fumbling, her v
head. The flush on his cheeks was still warm from the heat of h
while he fell apart. Cried for the woman who walked away from his life. That was the moment I should have screamed.
refused
nto the champagne bottle
ore s
re second, I would
l them
y legs ch
st
ano
away was the only thing keepin
ssa,
t what y
let me
ut screaming. About throwing something. About m
somewhere between my
sta
ould e
uld apo
would
d I'd be weak enou
pagne bottle. The one he'd opened th
She's our best fri
stood p
ched it swirl and disappear, like the five years of hope I held in my heart, g
m. My hand was shaking so badly I dr
sping for air. But the moment I heard footsteps inside, I forced myself to push away. I stu
tlights blurred past. Every memory of the
way his voice cracked
on, when I tripped in th
d a feast. Burned the chicken. La
nst my neck-he whispered, "Thank you for wai
words felt
sing
more than the woman who
d on th
ng filled
ched s
her
mind me that someone, somewhere, s
ghed
arted cry
another me
m oversea had asked me, just hours ago, if I knew where his w
y wife is? She's not
im I hadn't seen her. I'd even felt sorr
w.
. He'd been searching for he
my hu
ice was steady when I called my company'
mbers for the Harrington project for Mr. Blackwood's board
to the shared drive, Ms. S
ouldn't afford. Do you want to own that delay?" I kept my
the number. I stared at it on my screen. The w
. But talking, hearing his voice, that f
ed a tex
my home with my husband. I thoug
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