ather didn't last, either. It took the murder of my family to
se unless there was trouble and they needed their big brother to come and fix their messes. Everything with them see
too serious. When the nurse stepped in with an officer, I thought I'd done something wrong. But they were
questions I had. They just told me that I couldn't go home. Police
dream. Or rather, a nightmare. But that solemn look on the nurse's face is seared into my memo
uld, but at seventeen years old, I was nearly an adult. I could live on my own. For a while, I mana
e that stole my family from me. It wasn't some fucked-up junkie
lood was on my
life, who'd been taking care of me in the months and years since ... they were
and there: I would make the
et from the nightclub ya
recording her, cheering her on and encouraging her to say something for her social media ac
off!" sh
he growls
ing out against
c. And yet in some way
newsfeed, every moment is captured forever like a bug trapped in amber. They'll ne
eir feet and before their eyes. Oblivious and carefree, this night will be one they remember f
e been sent
ng himself down until he locates his pack of cigarettes. He takes one out
ng
. They're not people. Get too attached to them and it just makes delivering the body that much more difficult. Out of the corner of my eye, I see the couple still makin
in a low voice, ask, "
ickly lights another for me. I stopped smoking ten years ago, but I
out here?" he ask
osses my face.
a c
oing someth
ad. "Not unless you consider st
as the cheating type. But then again, I'm a hired killer. Not
at she doesn't know
man. He needs someone in his life and I can't do the same thing my dad did. I wish t
baby. I let him talk and pretend to listen, all the while keeping the two horny twenty-somethings in my line of sight. I can't make a move until they're gone, but they co
ot to foot. Joshua glances at me and
t the wall, willing myself to be patient. This is just like
. I can finally breathe again. Now, Joshua and I are alone. No more witn
good,"
e says these things are gonna ge
ly he
p cloth covering his face. He tries to jerk away. I grab him and pull him closer, holding him still as I watch his hands flutter. The man has more fight in
a up over my shoulder. With a quick glance behind me to make sure no one can see us, I stagger back to my car parked at the end of the alley. He
s and shortcuts comes as naturally as hunting for me. I consider twisting the knob of the radio but decide against it. It might wake Joshua
s the warehouse district. My mind
e, I've drunk gallons of booze and spilled ten times that amount in blood.
onsible would start the healin
ged my life forever. The anger inside me grew lik
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