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ses or anything quite that fairy-tale-esque. But shouldn't there be at least a little bit more dignity
it al
me upright while more murky river water spews out of
e's something about his gaze that keeps me still, and it's not just the
ng on arrogance. It's a look that says
, gravelly, harsh. It's as if he hasn't spoken in
ough the shadows, and when the wind blows, I hear the clink and rustle of the cans that my best
fine. You, n
a lie to yourself long enough and it starts to feel true. Eith
ou, th
know how I a
the very thing I swore I wo
ame from and what on earth he's doing in the middle of an unremarkable stretch of woods on the outski
s gaze doesn't make me feel uncomfortable. Not the way I've felt when other men look at me, at lea
reathe," he ob
hours has been happening in horrifying slow motion, and it's just now catching
nk. "
ary. It's such a pure shade of blue. Nothing to muddy it
breathe," h
mand. But it's not unkind. Though I suspect it would
shock. Open
wn. "
n a sort of haunted detachment. I'm floating
sing his finger to m
uth parts. It feels as though he's put a spell on me.
Now, breathe
he world rush in with it. I can smell the woodsy
et baby Jesus,
of disappointment at the absence of his touch,
you?" I a
n in the wet wedding dress sho
out. Then I look down and see the cascades of flowing white silk. No
ering
ry in h
in my head, but Tom's furious eyes keep getting bigger and bigger
ver. That would just be confirmation of what I suspect I've alway
ful t
possible, grabs my arm, and just l
that, he's
that, I'
w. No foot of space to keep me comfortable. There's ju
tarted dating. But his body felt different. Insubstantial, in a weird so
had been looking for something every time h
g me everything I n
nsley,"
s all mine
have a
ne has
That's not
uniquely suited to broodiness. His nose is so straight, I w
urt," he
backs of his fingers against my right cheek. All I
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