I say confidently
this must be sh
be dead,
down to the precinct w
nd drooling on some cheap, scratchy motel bed. Or maybe he didn't even make it that far. Maybe he's curled up in the nearest ditch, behind a godfors
. Isn'
on the clock set in her dash. My knee is bouncing-the hurt one, not the good one-which is strange. I tell myself I'm
trophobic stairwell in the back. "The Accident resulted in a head-on collision that topp
I wrap my arms around myself, teeth chattering. She's still
e good to recognize the charcoal stench of burned flesh. I
t as we can." Then she's pulling the blue sheehorror. It's the human instinct to recoil from s
I can breathe again. Whoever this poor, barbe
ing to tell you
y lips when I see
ne finger, to
ing at me one more time from beyond the grave. I touch my cheek, and even though it stings because theI realize. I can eithe
n fall
t least that one comes
U
ere a
is female, bright, and faux-cheery in a bri
remember exactly what I was doing. Or meant to be doing, anyway. I'm not sure I properly identified my boyfriend's corpse bef
go home,"
g," the voice explains. "He needs to make
open. Maybe I am disorient
s. Her face hangs over me like a
t have
prematurely with decades of sad stories passing
t know
e says, her eyes softening instantly. Real sympa
U
preg
nant at
t my baby's fa
el
ow. You'd think that being in a crowded funeral hall would
close to creepy. I frown, vaguely recognizing his spindly hunch and his distinctive b
ay. I'm just
his can't be
gues all left. It was nice of them to show up, but it made me sad to realize that they
k, hoping he's not offended by the f
hat's failing to cover up the tobacco stench. "Yes,
rian hasn't-hadn't-perfo
s, still not volunteering his name.
's all hazy and indistinct. Even the image in my mind's eye of his fingers glidin
ramed picture of Adrian. Floral arrangements bloom on both sides.
eople probably think I'
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