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U
is wrong as soon
ria
ve lost count of how many times he's stumbled into bed in th
fact that I can smell that sickeningly fami
this time wou
same thing last time, too. We
ria
of his mouth, staining the couch an ugly burgundy like old blood. I bought this couch with my f
pose the stench coming off him is proof en
rter even than the last time. At least he was able to collect a one-month chip during the la
ef in him. Look at me, the supportive girlfriend. I'm not gonna cut
g tabs on his failures. His failure to follow through, his failure to keep his promises, his failure t
ointment twists and bends
. He almost chokes on his own drool. His eyes a
Jun
re dr
wha
feels good to do something. "Get up.
ords. He does manage to sit up, though
u can't tell the difference be
cking sh
just feels that way
bering to his feet. "Al
him. It's either the mean drunk or the apologetic one. He's been sorry the l
Adrian," I say, hearing the bitterness i
nd slitted. "It was j
that's a couple o
to his face. "June, I
eps to his word. Looks like we
a fucking stic
orgot. Even though it's been all I've talked about the last
oke softer, I'd
am right now, I can't help but acknowledge that yes, he's still beautiful. That raggedy
marred by the years
for him
or him to
I'm worth being sober for. Tha
mutating into something sadder that doesn't quite have
ng up The fucking Ac
the edge of the coffee table hard. He's wild drunk tonight. I've on
nd push at his c
A
My ears ring like a gong struck inside my skull. I blink a couple of ti
e blood smeared across it. He cut me open. Of course he di
signia embossed there
it me," I say
s, slurring his words just enough to let me kno
I tell myself. Th
is no
is no
is no
n you separate the man from the beast if they share the same body? Does it even m
t," I w
er of his mouth turns up in a sneer. "Are yo
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