r than it used to be. Or
the stuff of her dress as she looked around the room. The candles were dimmed
o quiet. T
Not to touch, not to spea
aid, his voice cutting through
't turn i
said, trying to m
moment o
an option
r. Of course it wasn't. Nothi
, and his eyes were fixed upon her--not cold, not warm, but probing, as t
leep with you,
the air, bold and dangerous
a little, and looked at her. N
her chin defiantl
, thick and heavy. Then
reath
ueen, said he.
to the verge of the bed, against which t
e would not show it. King Augustine halt
all, he said
estions, she replied, an
h his face--interest, not
there. Naturally Ella noticed, and the dist
r breath stilled. He was not reaching towa
to make space. It was a spontaneous, unthought m
llow right away. Instead,
ke you were depending
id before she co
s time, as she had told too much. The ey
ting," he
She had made a mistake, and he
time. She had no farther to go; the b
arer. She choked as his fingers brushed he
I said to myself, sh
the sort she might have displayed, but the s
he said, her voice even i
came a little nearer. Not touching, yet to
oppressive and inevita
aid slowly, "then you will have
nge. A pe
the hand of King Augustine fell
she was more surprised th
n Ella didn't relax. She could not, as this was not su
notice. The light filled the
, making the room as bright as possible in an instant, almost
ask. Of course Augustine noticed. His gaze
like the lig
her hand drop. I
you fear wha
y nothing. Since this was the first time she felt ob
door was closed behind them. There was a silence, but it wa
ard the window. But she had heard otherwise. He was wa
ike a person who is
d motionless. Sh
ost
ot the
her p
re not." he
er--not of comfort, not of fear, but of so
this night was supposed to mean. Ella hesitated, and then sat on th
o the other side. Not nearer, not thrusting anything--just. there. T
y to him, her eyes open although she was still. She didn't trust him.And yet. he had not forcibly taken her, had not touched
. Why? Why should a man whom
hind her--slow, carefu
e said quietly. It
la didn't
. A stop, and--becaus
ain. And what have you been
voice was nearer, d
not what you
caught in abso
ee you, he said,
he sheets. Stay calm. Stay composed. Do not react. But h
hind her, close enough for her to
ence, heavy and inevit
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