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otte'
e late
sses, pretending I hadn't sprinted through icy rain to get here. My
ing my soaked hoodie tigh
beat. "Funny how buses only
ur days. Mom's nursing home called-again-about unpaid bills. Bruce stil
ile and ducked b
hat make everything feel a little fake, men laughing too loud about nothing, women half-smilin
s, I can s
just f
nager dropped his voice low.
't hav
ff. "You ab
eyes and gra
ment, the front
rough the air. A couple of suits sat up straighter. Some girls by the mirror adjusted t
oked
's when
face everyone trusts too easily. He crossed Monarch's floor like he owned i
harmle
o the counter and sat d
each other
s tie, glanced up,
Almost bored. I
one swallow and tapp
red a
g wasn't right. He wasn't here for fun.
ng to sound casual, "mos
eople a
s unhe
lly met
in the floor. His eyes weren't cruel, just detached. He
our name?
ted. "Ch
this much to cust
he rude
lickered at his mou
ss forward again.
e I pour
ting somethi
N
hat? Mo
er, steady, like ticking off ti
u drink
iled for rea
n-Bruce, again. I let it r
frie
ing lik
n't sou
r glass. "You do
nd rough. Of course, even
n us-it was worse. It felt intere
e me when they want something. And when th
ed," he said
ed. "Ex
heard
y laugh. "Not much
supposed
slow and unhurried. He soaked in
rying everybody else's pr
ook one place first. Not hi
"You psychoanalyz
terestin
tightens-wa
Because the next instant, he's s
l Crest. Acro
ard, then at him.
es
't even
link. "I kn
... what
oposi
laugh. "Wow. Strai
like someone w
d I hate him a
away, but I ask a
eutral. "Five th
y slipped f
atest meds, Bruce's never-ending de
re jo
joke abou
llet and places two grand on the cou
ays quietly. "T
o this
N
n wh
use you looked at me an
ing, powerful. The kind of guy people write magazine covers about.
?" I ask,
dni
11:
e conf
'll
him off, but he
even know i
e buzzing in my pocket
ings. Becau
n that crappy bed. Bruce's broken promises. My own a
d dollars fo
tion," I s
ck, listeni
eird
slow and sharp. Doesn't soft
nnoying,"
still thinki
cash before I can change my
ds me, voice softer. "Don't
even told m
on't n
s susp
intent
ller as he passes. Smells lik
lk you out of coming
e feels empty, like everyone
e's
d, I sat in my car outside Royal Crest, watching the city lights blur
d or pretending to be. Charlotte? Didn't even ca
tupid marathon - business partners, fake laughs, my father parading me around lik
l for the first time in months. She just argued over tequil
d. Father.
ds later: Wh
ouldn't remember the last time I
the clock.
e, honestly. Girls get cold f
ion just as someone kno
rest
ned i
uckles pale. She looked colder now, more nervous
minutes ear
ounds less cocky in y
smile tugging
ty views, champagne on the table nobody bothered with. People usually react one w
in places like
etim
m went quiet. Not gentl
here, but neither of us
leave,
rp and suspicious. "Tr
N
" She almost so
ook like you n
get defensive, pride and ex
know me already
N
pped
ple keep taking
raw and exposed. No wal
u talk too much for
e too much t
time soft and smal
ow?" she aske
e strength just under all that weight. For reasons I still do
me," I sai
a long moment. Then she asked
of us pretended
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