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was that it felt like standing in a
ed. And then one day, you realized you were gasping and he was sti
e looked smaller than he remembered. Or maybe q
g again," she said wi
e replied
y. "You're waiting fo
tended but she didn't take them back
nversation for months. Tonight,
hausted,
"From work?
hook her hea
m. She laughed then a short, b
ou when you don't come to family dinners. When you leave in the middle of conversations because your phone buzz
" he said, too quick
sed something obvious. "I don't
ightened. "This
use what feels unfair to me is loving a m
step back, crossing his
od. Or your parents. Or why your family's name makes people whisper.
private
e corrected. "And they
her leaning on me for everything. My siblings fighting over money we don't have
ut you're another plac
our lives like meetings. You decide when we travel, who we see, wha
's not
When was the last time you asked what I wanted? Not wh
uldn't
ed sadly.
essed in again,
s the worst part. I love you so much that I've
at her side. "And
iar rise in his chest panic, m
ok him in like she was memorizing a face
ing I nee
stiffened. "You
don't want to lose you. I just if we kee
rd hate
" she said
irst time that night. "And what am
f you're capable of loving so
more than h
ou?" he
who I am without fi
, already packed. That d
tonight," he said
Ye
if she was serious this time but somethin
the only movement he t
nly had no air at all. He wanted to chase after
aphi
oors closed wit
when it be
pressed together like they were holding back something unfinished. She waited,
sn't c
ng tearing through the sky in bright, violent streaks. Rain hit her like punishment, s
finally collapsing in on her. The sob that escaped her was quiet, tired
oked ba
ouse above
ement.
nd she slid inside, curling inward like she was trying to disappear. As the car pulled aw
one to buzz. An apolog
hing
se enough to make her flinc
d to matter,"
n. And with every passing block, she und
chase her now,
had finally co
ian
d where she
e sound of her footsteps fading down the hall. He told
me back, h
ways co
settled easil
nd risks. Emotional exhaustion. Family pressure. His silence. His secrets.
himself m
oned. Apologies were more effective when t
he justified
that this was the m
ould one day cost him more
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