o
r had opinion
ecise moment a fire needed another log, the particular character flaws that could be identified from a per
days after I'd shown her to her room and wa
e said, without look
rning to
her cup down, " it's not possessive. I want you to know that,
is it
important questions. "Careful," she said finally. "Like Mila
ked a
poke t
" She picked her cup back up. "Told me everything about
t like people," I said. "
g." My grandmother smiled
d stood in the library doorway looking tired in a way that had nothing to do w
e to marry
. He to
t her. "He
ut this. "He said he intended to ask you, and that he wanted
ou? Have o
ession she reserved for questions she considered to ha
ques
d been through." A pause. "Wheth
nd
nd he had no intention of stopping." She set her c
rounds, and somewhere out there I could hear the distant sound of the training yard t
him," I said. "As a maid.
other mad
ha
d, in the voice th
ndmo
"that offering to be his maid was pe
now what el
red nothing. You don
ht them here. He gave me.." I
for the people they.." she paused, and chose her word with the precision
ther piece o
the maid thi
e told me
ld you
," she said. "While you were dec
at her. "
and answered my questions." She was unbearably serene
tea with my grandmother and answering her questions while I was tw
you tell m
looked at me levelly. "And because I knew you would.
in the tra
arently had other ideas, and before I'd made a conscious decision I was standing at the edge of the yard watching Draco spar with a man
tly here than he
visible. The way he read his opponent two moves ahead. The economy of his motion. The fact that e
othing performative about it. He wasn't showing off. He was
but gave no indication o
peared at
since six," he sai
s ni
es
im. "Does he
d." He paused. "He's had somethin
d not
subtle," Xavier
otic
y. A real one not the declaration thing, which.." he made a face that eloquently expressed his feeling
"Did he tell you
sion was completely unrepentant. "But you deserve to know it's comi
econd, and the quality of his attention had shifted slightly, still controlled, still precise,
ect that means much, given that you've known him ten days. But I'
erent
l," Xav
word
k immediately creating space, defaulting to restraint even in the middle of a fight, and I thought about a man who had spent two years loo
aid to Xavier. "
l him I wa
won
missed the rest of the yard and walked toward me, and I stood my ground, and when he stopped a few feet away he was
ou been standing
g en
dded
e going to make me an
his expression. "
be different fro
me steadily. "Do you want
I have time to build up
ised him, I saw it, brief
don't. Not because you have no other options, you do, and I'll make sure of that regardless
d his
re time waiting to know you. Because you are the only person in recent memory who has looked directly at me without
g yard was
hrough the gre
say no?"
friends, with every protection I can offer, and I'll ask you again in a m
like a very
," he said. "
at him. "
rtal.
his. "I didn
things about me y
e wh
oment. "Say yes and I'l
artled by it, so genuinely caught off guard by the simple fact o
w negotiations
best off
y overhead, the mansion in the distance with my grandmother s
onditions
t very
es. "I am your Luna, not your decoration. I have a real role in this pack, a real voice, and you don't m
said withou
in," I said. "All of it. Whatever you are,
t me for a
gnificant as
kno
it isn'
w that
moment. The
odd
carefully. "I
ked a
I said. "Wit
ething that looked, briefly and almost painfully, like the expression of a person who had been h
ditions,"
t pus
this time just barely,
and Lilly
ically not a word but communicated everything. Then she composed herself, cleared her throat, and sa
I've known since the library. The way you talked about
king about
e me th
y talking ab
lined I k
so hard she h
bout everything that had led here, the auction, the fire, the car, the mansion, the dungeon, the library, the training yard, and t
s on in his
d it for
t spend the last minutes before sleep running through exits and co
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