ened around the envelope
eight. His eyes burned. His skull throbbed. The apartment's sil
ousness be
f grief pulling him backward, into memory, into the
a
cold, seeping through his thin black suit, climbing his spine. He was standing
His fathe
son t
ugh for three. Her dress was designer, her heels sinking into the sodden
mewhere distant, somewhere younger. "He asked
ridian deal. The hospice bills were forty tho
wning. Rain soaked his hair, his shoulders, ran down his collar in icy rivers. "He died alon
as his own, but harder. Colder. "Tears don't cover medical debt. Presen
remember moving. The device was in his palm, then against the
athered nearby gasped. Someone said
t the ruined pho
ead sideways, rocked him back on his heels. His mouth filled with
onal. "No more family money. No more family name. If yo
red onto the
called at all. He didn't look back. He walked until his shoes filled with water, until he reached th
ng ma
n's eye
and blank and dry. His cheek rested against th
houlders. His left hand rose, touched his cheek where Elianna'
been
ving, desperate for someone to blame. Elianna had made herself the perfect target.
her comfortable. She'd carried the weight he'd
told her he was sorry for the things he'd said, the years he'd wast
by the window, and knelt before the bottom shelf. His fingers found the box
kinny and sunburned, grinning at the camera. Fifteen-year-old Elianna behind h
their father got sick. Before money became weapon and s
r's face. The glass covering the
ry," he
n the empty apar
ock chimed.
ld have already compiled her list of failures and inadequacies to review in front of
dn't st
ute in this apartment with its ghosts and its silence and its e
someone else f
s of motor oil he'd wiped on it hours ago. He couldn't wear that. Not today. He shoved it into the back of the closet and pulled out a clean charco
dscape painting. The combination was his father's bi
with a sound like a perio
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