a's
at would have fooled anyone who didn't know better. The roses were pi
through me in my veins. The last time I'd seen that face, he'd been standing over my dying bod
htly, concern creasing his brow
s a year ago. I haven't caught them yet. I'm not dead yet. I had to pretend.
my hand against my chest
erned even, the kind of voice he used in public, when people were watching. "The hospital
ing hard against the bi
ys suspected. I'd been coming down in the dark to get water, and I'd tripped. I'd tumbled down half the staircase, landing h
bedside table. They looked wilted already, sad an
years, after arguments, after long business trips, after nights when he'd com
loset where my clothes were hanging. "The doctor already signed your discharge pap
him gather my shoes and purse with practiced efficiency. He'd always
have signed "thank you" and smiled at him, relieved that he'd taken time out of his busy schedule to pick me up. Bu
continued, glancing at the small bandage on my a
nd a little embarrassed, like I'd panicked for no reason.
olding out my coat. "I'm sure you'll f
lled with people who hated me, who were plotting against me even now. But I took the coat from him anywa
s. I had to play along unti
rse, the paperwork from the hospital-and gestured toward
dly sprained ankle. The nurse from earlier saw us leaving and waved
as I remembered, but different somehow, brighter, and more vivid, like I was seei
ll, and dressed in a dark coat, and the girl was clutching a stuffed rabbit. My breath caught. It was him. The man from before. The
s caught, and hi
me? No. That ca
e pulled me back. "Wh
the man and shook my head
senger door for me, another performance of the dutiful husband, and I climbed in carefully. The le
the engine, adjusting the rearview mirro
ffic. "I told him you had a little accident but you're fi
first place, the man who'd never once asked if I was hap
lan continued, his tone casual. "She didn't realize you'd
robably left those bags there on purpose, hoping I'd trip
thing is that you're okay. It was just a fall. Just a sprained
uld be worse. So much worse. But not this time. This time
ed off the engine. "Home sweet home," he
hat had swallowed so much of my life. This time woul
ering his hand to help me out. I took it, letting h
d there, standing in the doorway with a fake and pr
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