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a's
as I stared at Dr. Morrison's mouth, watching
Hartley...six weeks alon
we
my mind, settling in my chest like somethin
e plastic chair. My palms were sweating. The room
. I was
doctor appointments and Declan's mother calling me barren at ev
which was flat and unchange
thing about prenatal vitamins and foll
needed a moment to process this. To understand that a
y he used to, before the wedding, before the disappointment set in. Maybe hi
nd signed a quick "thank you." He gave me a warm smile and han
endless and sterile. My vision blurred at th
self. These were suppo
results against my chest like a shield. How was I supposed to go home an
ities, with hope I hadn't
e the edge of a floor mat, maybe
by the waist before I
d snap
arved from stone. The man holding me was tall, dressed in an expensive blac
we just looked
rough. It was steady and secure, like
expression, but it was go
ked so out o
or? A model?
was deep and controlled. His
re, of the warmth of his hands through my thin swea
ice broke
is she
side him clutching a stuffed rabbit, with bottle of water.
making sure I could stand on my
s tone was polite but distant. "I wasn't
he probably didn't understand. Most people didn't. Most p
beat longer than necessa
underst
he could say anything else, my h
from almost falling or fro
ings to think about now. I had a
baby to
-
t when I got home,
iving room or the clatter of dishes in the kitchen. Declan loved making it well known that he
, there w
sitting room was littered. N
ign. Maybe today r
or, but I kept the pregnancy results clutched in my hand. My hands were
just be Declan and me, and I could te
d floor hallway was dim, the curtains drawn. I walked past the guest room, past
cracked open,
They were low and hushed.
st tig
sound like t
ying myself, the papers cri
n slowly, my hand sha
shattered
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