la
we're so glad t
the private fitting room-mirrors on eve
felt nothing, as I
arents flanked them naturally, effortlessly, like
h this wedding fitting was mine. I held onto the
s swept the room and
nne's hand warmly, smiling between her and Ronan.
ng her collarbone like the mistake genui
ly. "I am," I said wit
tant turned to Ronan with her smile full
other cut in briskly. "Ronan, what
I said, b
briefly. "Well,
e nearest gown along the rail. "And my card is payi
her voice catching with what
d towar
as unimpressed. My father stood beside her with his arms crossed, u
n had go
was successful, not knowing he was a very good act
y could keep
rrecting myself. "My future
h a small smile. "Isn'
mething unreadable moved across his
ress she likes," he said
lling a gown free and holding it toward me with a bright
ress and recogniz
d how much I had let her steer my choices in almost everything.
ven past me
ed this dress. It wasn't ba
d, already turning to Ronan with a warm sm
and nodded. "Alright
ted that dress?"
om, everyone shocked
voice low and careful. "Come on,
im, irritatio
thing while she reminded me where I came from. His
ng him a glance like what he
said it clearly, without heat.
. Her eyes widened, and her fingers tightened ar
k. She was prep
he said softly, her voice carryin
iately, their expressions s
"And please put that dres
ou today?" My mother'
back at her-but then her hand came a
the fitting room. It
ill, not even s
onsultant had gone rigid, shocked by the scene
disappeared. Then she was at my mo
d softly. "We'
htened. She said nothing to me
. I turned away from my mother's anger, my father's silence,
forth or another fake performance. As
ching me-not with anger or embarrassment
quietly, hands
it and kep
mirror an
nd sat bright against my pale ch
d at the res
Simple shirt and trousers with flat shoes, pair
was no single moment I could point to. Just years of making myself smaller and quieter and
nced
hen the dress
lowly and reached ou
lhouette dress sto
from the tight bodice down to the flared hem, elegant yet unapologetic. It looked like it belong
red on the cool,
years, I didn't feel
the woman who w
-
an
ge for the past few days-not answering my cal
as planning someth
her mother's voice, ignoring Viv
to me. "I'm so s
fine,"
nne said softly, her eyes filling. "I didn't ex
"It's not a big deal. Just
rrassed that I had cut her of
where Isla had disapp
s she tried to appear-I had always known that. But she was easi
de you feel watched. But something about her
wn at her. She smiled up at me, warm and soft-eve
what
didn't
lso tast
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