nightstand, and his chest ti
... you sho
at him-reply, explain, beg for understanding-but another, quieter voice-the one that had begun to grow la
with hope instead of clenching with dread. Back then, he would have typed apology after apology, even when he didn't know wha
were diff
ary he dared not cross. His thumb trembled over the keyboard before he final
agged him along, insisting he needed a break from Rose's shadow. James hadn't
er eyes had sparkled as she smiled at him, a light so unexpected it ma
at of music from unseen speakers. James remembered feeling out of place, tense in his own skin, weighed down by invisible chains. Ben had babbled endlessly about sneakers,
him had shifted
without effort, without pretense. And yet... Rose's image flashed repeatedly in his mind, sharp and uninvited. The betrayal still stung. Collins. O
much he sti
efusing to leave even when the reality had changed irreversibly. Rose hadn't simply been a girlfriend. She had been a s
ames's shoulders and the shadow dark
Rose... she's texting again.
what? For feeling hurt? For finally stepping back?
he cheated. You don't owe her a thing. And remember-you met som
sparkle in her eyes. The way she had laughed at his stupid jokes without reservation. The way
iv
tending, of numbing himself against the pain, had drained him. Benita had remin
is words faltered. He couldn't finish. He couldn't articulate the truth that hovered uncomfortably at the edge of consciousn
. Seriously, man. She's not your future. She's a memory. Benita... she'
n. Memory. Future. The contrast wa
d drawn him out of the shadows without even trying. She had made him laugh, made him feel lightness he hadn't known in weeks. P
phone and typed, though t
't stay where I'm not wanted. I hop
final, like a door gently closing on a c
her
e just going t
n, exhaling slowly, deliberately. He let the night wash over him, the quiet hum of the city beyond
out at the fading evening sky. The sun had disappeared, leaving streaks of indigo and amber, and somewhe
impossible to move forward. Not entirely. Not completely. There was ro
ut undeniable stirring-a spark that whispered of beginnings,
ell apart, James didn't feel like he
like the
ed in glass, he knew he had a choice: to linger in the shadows
en memory and h
ime in months, felt like so
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