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leaving her would
em into the darkness as if practice would make them hurt less. He imagined her face falling, the
been
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cheate
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est f
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ld didn
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that his knuckles turned white. The screen glowed in the dim room, illumin
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ame th
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the snake into
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chant the same word: Bet
ht he kn
loyalty mea
hifted beneath him, and he
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emories fel
sted, sharp
ess. The sheets felt cold beneath him, unfamiliar - like the room
ted to
nted
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uttered into the empty room
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as if it had
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remembered opening it. Ben had walked in without needing to
im, elbows resting on his
n the middl
spoke. The silence wasn't awkward
n doesn't nee
Ben exhal
she's not
laugh. It didn't even s
ted bitterly. "I was pla
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was it. I thoug
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looked
lue you," Ben continued quietly. "This doesn't de
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signs he had missed. Was there a hesitation in her v
er looked at h
the ticking clock on the wall. Eac
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bur
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through his hair,
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t hi
were moments when something felt slightly off, but
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was the
beneath the humiliation and a
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brea
stan
his trust - no
his hand. His reflection stared back at him in the dar
as not d
omple
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nce. "That's
deeply, stea
how long it would take before the memories stopped cutting
knew on
erved
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it anti
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, this wasn't ju
just about
ut somethi
hing
he realized the worst night of hi
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