u
s married halfway
the lights blurred past my vision as if I were driving faster than I actually was. I kept replaying the moment in the parking lot, the
aid she w
ied to make sense of it. If she was married, then she had still slept with me and if she
it. The thought left a bitter taste in my mouth. I had never liked being involved in deception, and the possibility that I had walked
something heavier and more reflective. That house always did that to me. The mo
till glowed with a warmth that never quite reached the inside, and the air smelled faintly
nd everything that followed, my father had insisted on keeping the tradition. He claimed it maintai
d stepped out of the car
ore I reached the doo
moothly, her smile
father's life long before my mother's hospital visits had become routine, long before the pills, and long before silence had
ed, her eyes sweeping ov
short in front of her. "You know how I feel a
k early," she replied gently, as though we had shared any
t her withou
elt too deliberate. There was no laughter,
olled up, his posture as commanding as ever. He had alwa
late,"
y long day, Fat
nner waitin
not h
his gaze sharp and assessi
oing t
t argue. He never needed to. His disappointme
wished it would forget. This room had been mine once, before it became a guest room, be
nd me and finally allo
et and vicious, where I learned how to listen without being heard and how to observe withou
other hand had
way men like him often were. When my father handed him the company, everyone ap
d no
ad started small, almost forgivable, until it was no longer either. When everything
he responsibility, and absorbed the consequences. I had
and let out a quiet laugh,
t with my married
rf
ay she had stood The word married had fallen from her
pressed, tested the claim, reminded her what had happened that night and why
she was married, even knowing I should step bac
. And she, Lena Hart was impossible to ignore. She was stunning in a way that made my control crack. I told
nted
ed her
anted h
o be drawn. At work, I would be careful. I would stay composed. I w
man everyone expected me to be.
let myself ad
wasn'
ven c
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