didn't leave my mi
cheap coffee that tasted burnt no matter how much cream I added. Sevent
for twenty minutes. Numbers blurred together. Rent overdue. Utilities behind.
at against the desk a
wouldn't s
on m
ed by the hospital. I needed air. I
smell hit me instantly. It clung to my clothes as I step
or was too bright f
tant and something bitter underneath. I slowed my steps as I approached Dad's room, alre
hoes squeaking against the floor. A gurney followed, curtains drawn, wheels rat
at sleeves, nails digging into fabric as I forc
nd drilled into my skull. I stood there longer than I should ha
hovering near the frame. I listened first. The so
steady. The room smelled like disinfectant and something faintly metallic. Mac
rough me so fast
around his. His skin felt thinner than it used to,
, as if he were counting something only he could see. I wondered ho
k tired,
ine,"
mine. They were duller than before, ringed with e
e to be strong
tightened
eeping of machines. I watched his breathing, counting e
into my throat. A nurse passed by the open door, glanced inside, and kept walking.
enter?" he a
.. struggling. But
n. Incomplete. Lie
fingers weakly.
again, sharp and sudden. I leaned forward instin
my forehead against his ha
"She'd tell you to stop
y. "She alway
And listen to me. Whatever
ver h
door, turning back once more, afraid of what I might see. He was a
lowed me down the hall like a quie
ded. His office was small and smelled faintly of lemon cleaner. He listened whi
," he said finally. "
gh. "I run a nonprofi
replied. "You have im
d, fragile
about the man who scammed us, my voice tightening as I admitted h
calls," he sai
eft, clutching my b
organizing. I wiped down shelves already clean. Every time t
ached and my hope fe
when my phone f
an asked, her voice
es
private sponsor interested i
aught. "Int
she said. "Enough to stabilize your organ
nearly
could save us,
at," she replied. "He'd l
orr
quickly. "Of c
a time and e
e screen went dark, my hear
sibilities. Rent paid. Programs saved. Kids safe.
the second chan
eplaced the dying plant with a borrowed one from Sophia's apartment. I even
y with coffee an
hange everyth
ied. "I'm scared
and. "You've earn
the office. I smoothed my blazer and st
oor o
cond, I didn't unders
heart
y doorway, older, sharp
, the past walked
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