x, I rushed straight to my room while
ked vibrant despite the winter season. Sunlight struck the f
y and calm around
I carried. Though it barely weighed anythin
mas present Lily ha
thin, and the edges had started to fray. It showed h
rainbows. I could almost see Lily smiling while placing them there. In my mind, she leaned close to
he had chosen. Perhaps it was her birthday, or maybe mine.
reath, I entered my birth
ounded as the l
magine Lily whispering beside me, "Of course it'
hile I carefully
booklet res
hree stick figures stood together while holding hands in
izes filled the
pencil. Some letters were reversed, yet the wo
writing. Despair mixed with a painful sense of
age, I paused and took severa
n uneven numbers. It was about a
her smell. It is unpleasant and makes my nose itch. I miss Mom's smell. Hers smells like jasmine. Dad and Sofia keep drinking in the living room. Th
ing day and showed how Lily's
rthdays. There wasn't a cake or any presents. When Mom was here, she made a princess cake and gave me a puzzl
th pain, making it ha
happily for her birthday. I survived those long nights
y, she ha
. I drew many pictures for her, but Dad said they can't be mailed. Did Mom send me a card for Christmas? I check the
one,
I kept rewriting the card and drawing pictures on it again a
cut off the fragile conne
e after grew even mo
e to see Mom because I miss her a lot. Dad got angry right away and said I was annoying. Sofia stared at me and said Mom caused all the
ed because of my mistake. I trus
as truly like, and if I hadn't taken the blame for him... Wou
d dropped onto the diary, sm
es dry, yet each attempt only m
ed to the earlier pages, the handwriting appeared weak and
feel well... Sofia, please take me to the hospita
arks stained the page after something had dried. W
burning with fever inside a dark and freezing room. Again and again, she must've ca
ollapsed onto the carpet. My body curled inward as my shoul
, my po
rt life had been filled with negle
mas card she had been waiting for, and the hug s
even took away he
ed no mercy. They were
growing inside me fa
the ones who had sent
and brushed away the tear
and a pale face. The pain was gone. W
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