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ered me and I could feel mys
different from the one
ng to touch his sculpted face, but
effortlessly swayed to the
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at me... It felt nice to
y hand to his face. This t
curved u
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he could react. My hands fisted into the fabric at his chest, warm and s
hard, messy,
heartbreak, the fear of being alone forever. For a second,
t he wan
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t have c
cked out
cked out. Not everyone would want a
yes, then I pushed myself a
lowering my gaze. "I'm
hing soft slam against my lips. His kiss was
little sanity I had was d
, again. It was strong and ste
ely responded wrapping around him. Heat flooded throu
at came over me
nt to feel empty anymore... I didn't wan
week... But this
as my back hit the soft mattress
e me for a few seconds sta
nick
ng to finish w
small smile and he shook his h
my neck. Trialing kisses
sed m
elt...
.
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hen I tried to bring m
elt like as though my h
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. it didn't look like belong i
that I was
ng... until the mattress dipped when I shi
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all the drowsiness dis
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... It clouded my memories,
pened ye
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thought of something stupid that ni
ex with me... Multiple ti
to do that?" I groaned, sque
back all at once... his voice, his hands, the way he'
d.
he other side
still
face stared
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the same b
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o
head look
stupid, I couldn't nake it
too as
ept up m
to l
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s too drunk yesterday, bu
et an
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t do this
to lea
the bed just as a kno
rp and pro
fr
followed, fi
ugh the door. "Your schedule has b
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mach d
ly folded on the chair, my bag placed on top like
e had carefully removed
ame hot in em
me to my head... How so
my hands went to
ame again bringing m
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es wi
t casual..
tender ca
e such a p
e suddenl
es and bolted into the bathroom, l
m the mirror... pale, wide-eyed, li
I asked myself, shoc
ys almost everyw
footsteps, then the soft murmur of
r, the door
enc
was
, hands shaking, heart p
. I grabbed the door about bolting
ck to the man l
... I couldn't jus
oom, grabbed a piec
y mind, once
in my purse and laid
eeded the money, but...
ere
hadn't noticed before, the hallway s
ed me or cha
de down felt li
utside, the city air hit
't loo
f it was jus
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hing I cou
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