Learning to Love Again

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say, That was when everything changed. Instead, it crept in quietly, disguising itself as thoughtfuln

ed through the windows, casting long shadows across the wooden floor. Nicholas sat in the reading nook, a

a hole through that pa

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tebook, exhaling

red longer than

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they walked through town,

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continued. "She asked if we c

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hands together. "It

tightened. "

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feels deeper than anything I've known

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someone by leaving,

don't want to promise what

d between them,

. "I need

blurred the town lights as memories resurfaced,past loves that had asked

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lost herse

, Lily didn't op

noticed i

lights dark. Panic twisted in his ches

th

replaying every conversation, every hesitation. He realized too lat

watching ripples spread across the wate

thing he needed

hing he need

as went to Lily's ap

door, her eyes wer

said immediately. "I'm here to tell yo

m carefully. "

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arms. "I won'

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