My Cruel Choice, His Silent Death
James
t of fresh bread and simmering reductions wrapping around me lik
shed instructions. I walked through, greeting my team, a genuine
il
d the power to make my stomach clench. But it was no longer
vulnerability beneath her ruthless exterior, the little girl who craved lov
o
green, commanding the room with a single glance. Everyone around her seemed to shrink, but I was
r college sweetheart. Her eyes, usually so sharp and calculating, would sof
her to pick up the pieces. And each time, I was there, a silent shadow, offering comfort, a shoulder to cry on
n his usual dramatic fashion, called off their engagement for the third time. Emily was s
favors, anything to get a seat at one of those dreadful dinners. I even bought a suit, o
e
t because she loved me, but because I was "safe." I was a pale imita
gushing wound. But I loved her so much, I accepted. I believed
did
resources for my culinary dreams, a golden retriever named Buddy. But she never gave me her heart.
, lost in some memory of him. Sometimes, when she was stressed, or after a long day, she would l
ive years, I lived in that purgatory of u
ryant c
ignore. Emily had been distant, preoccupied with a new business deal. I was preparing dinner, a
rang. It was
igerent. We argued, a low, simmering tension that had been building for years. He lunged at me, a clu
, Emily w
only him. Her toxic loyalty, a diseas
" she demanded, her voice shar
searing fire. I doubled over,
not well," I gasped,
ze was fixed on Bryant, who was no
snapped, her voice dripping with dis
o her, grinning triumphantly at me. It was too much. The pain, the betraya
pressing into my cheek. My vision blurred. I fumbled for my phoneped over her, rushing him to some private clinic. She left
ent my love for her died. It didn't fade, it di
ed. A silent killer that had been eating away at me for years, just as her neglect had. Emil
she whispered, her h
touch felt for
. I panicked. I didn't know," she s
aid, my voice hoarse, devoid of
know how serious it was! I'll make it
ong since died. I looked at her, truly looked at her, and saw
decision that would change the course of my life. I started researching job offers,
want to fight, didn't want drama. I just wanted out. Out of her life,
fe we had built. It was all tainted anywa
loved with every fiber of my being. She was a stranger now. A beautiful, po
voice flat, emotionless. "There's nothing le