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hen exhaustion made its home on my face, or nights when I have cried hard e
I stare at my reflection, I see every question I have not answered sitting plainly on my face, the tension in my jaw, the way my lips keep pres
I forgot I owned until this afternoon, it's soft fabric that falls smoothly against my body without clinging too tightly and simple enough that it does not feel like a costume. My hair frames my face nea
ok f
ike I have been pulled in too many directi
y into the living room, I glance at th
een m
e Carmen has been pacing since the moment I came out of the bathroom, moving back and forth across the floor with
he sees me, her mouth falling open as
, breathless, taking a
mour even though my throat feels
y. "That is 'a you are about to walk into
st turns into a laugh, but it fade
ks, her voice lower now, and
I mu
ries to plead, her eyeb
think the worst of what might h
tion flashing across her face. "You can still say n
ghtly. "If it were just me, I would walk away. I would not hesitate. But i
r, but she still shakes her head. "Just promise me you
l you every h
"And if I do not hear from you by midnight, I am ca
pes me. "You would
turns toward the window and pulls
black car waiting at the curb, polished and silent,
squeezing hard. "Text
st as I pull her i
ells me, mumbles a
e pulling away and beginning t
ant to lock the door and pretend none of this is real. I just no
r is already waiting, tall and formal
sks politely as I
e door, and after a brief pause, I climb into the back seat, the in
ks, and the car begins p
etlights thinning out, buildings replaced by hedges and gates and stretches of quiet. It feels u
dges, and at the edge of the road, there is a set of large black gates. As we approac
ing from greenery like silent watchers, and then... the mansion appears. It's a pure whit
r steps out to open my door. As my heels touch the stone
de, Miss Hart," the driver say
s finally g
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