Just A Substitute: The Don's Lost Love
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ty was a masquerad
a gilded cage, suffocating and bright. The scent of expensive cologne, stale sweat,
r, their mournful melody drowning be
e a lifeline. I shouldn't have come. But Marcus had insisted. "Fa
t wearing a mask. He didn't need one. H
the cracks
ver drank in public. Control was his religion, his currency.
, tracking movement
nowhere
he French doors into the sanctuary of the
somew
y, his usual grace replaced by a heavy, predatory instabi
I said, trying to p
rough my dress, searing my skin. He stared down at me, hi
ful," he slurred
wearin
d, glancing around to see if an
mera. He reached up and touched my cheek, his thumb tracing my jawl
ered. "My Chloe.
lood turned t
," I said, my
rehead against mine. "You have her eyes
ha
you. She... the other one... she was just a pla
of strength, every ounce of horr
arble pillar. He looked at me-really look
ll
the ballroom had vanished, su
red. The word felt like a
the scene. I didn't care about the gue
ght air was cool, but I was burning.
ark corner to hide in until my heart stopp
e party noise to a dull thrum. I leaned against the books
heard
y her, Marcus? Wh
Her voice wa
e sounded sober now. Cold. Calcul
e gap in the shelves
er silhouette sharp against the flames. Marcus was leani
n. "Because when you left for Paris five years ago, I needed a way to
sked. She didn't sound horri
. And as she grew up... she started to resemble you. It was..
th to stop the scream that wa
indness. The prot
ection. It wa
rooming
, stepping closer to h
efinitive *clink*. "But a useful one. This engagement... it separates
hloe placed a han
es wi
le that never reached his eyes when he l
him Julian. Thorne-Davenport. He
lie won
e's too soft. Too blind. Even if she knew, she w
. A low, d
she was just keepi
was a quiet, final severance. The tether that had boun
back sliding against t
on't l
ical laugh. Tears streamed
a prop. A mannequin he dressed
ds of their kissing faded,
gs were weak, but my m
desk in the corner. I gra
. I didn't leave a te
phone. I opened
. Florence. To
texte
. The big one.
ked out of the manor. I walked pas
el biting into my bare feet because
replied with a photo of a plane ticket
real thing I ha