a
is last breath a
ne, the sound filling the room while I was staring a
. It crashed over me in waves, mixed with a sickening nausea that had nothing to do with the pregnancy. Mechanically, I ha
back two
oal suit, as if he hadn't just stepped off a transatlantic f
ed performance. "I am so sorry. I got on the
melled her on him. A distinct, floral pe
against my hair, the lie smooth
ike it was coming from across the room,
photo. I didn't scre
e, shielding the screen with his palm. I watched him step out o
He was annoyed that my tragedy
y from my mother's house. The
low voice coming
my footsteps absorbed by the plush
s... fragile right now. Her father just died. I can't leave her ye
ped br
the only complication. But don't worry. I'll make sure it works
I had never heard him make with me. "I m
he bedroom and sat on the edge
now the full
teaming up the bathroom mirro
I respected his privacy. I w
rawer of his mahogany
under the velvet lining of his
ked the
t a drawer. I
faded snapshots from college. Some were new. Some were
rs. And a leathe
l to the last entry
child has Olivia's eyes. If the child looks like Olivia, I can pretend. I can pretend Ava is her
handwriting jagg
. She is quiet. She is man
ed the
ck. I locke
ed at myself in the mirror. I loo
. I was a cosplay
hand on m
of another woman. He wanted to u
rs didn
e center of my chest. It was heavier th
until the skin turned pink.
towel slung low around his waist. He
casual as a viper. "H
ine,"
he Ava who loved him
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