His Confession, My Shattered World
scent, usually a comfort, now felt cloying, suffocating. Carly, bless her heart, tried to inject so
ang, her voice a little to
hand trembling slightly.
always be here, Elva, always." Her eyes darted to Finn, then quic
le thing. "Always," I echo
ntrast to the ice in my chest. My wish wasn't for me. It was
y obscuring their faces, blurring their features into indistinct s
no overwhelming joy, no easy laughter. Each mo
against Finn's. He flinched, pulling his hand back too quickl
alarm. She immediately grabbed his hand, her fingers
ess that bypassed me entirely. Then, as if remembering I was there, t
a symbol of belonging. For years, I hadn't had a proper birthday cake. Finn and Carly had changed that. They had given me so many things I
my mind. Their happiness. Their freedom. I repeated it
it away, replacing it with my practiced smile. "Let's cut the cak
leave. I w
in my pocket. A new email.
rogram. Subject: Congr
of my escape route. The multi-year, remote environmenta
I had a lifetime of experience in that department. The Arctic, with its vast, unforgiving emptiness,
My fingers, though trembling,
on. A flicker of doubt, a ghost of a memory, tugged at my heart. I
desk. The old journaling app. I clicked on it
," Finn had called it. I scrolled through old
Finn read, "You make my world bright
love that felt so real, so true. I closed my