Eight Years Of His Lies
alenzue
at the kitchen table, staring blankly at a cold cup of coffee. I flinched away, as
on. My heart leaped into my throat, a sick, familiar terror. I drove there
re, looking harried. A nurse was adjusting an IV. As
hoarse. Relief flooded me, so
pered, reaching for his
mall, childish whimper. "She prom
cream. A reward for bravery. He was asking for her, even here,
I blinked furiously, forcing the tears back. This
ook. "This has all of Josh's medical history. All the specific triggers, his
bewildered. "Wh
at and final. "We're done. This ma
You're overwrought. We can talk about this later, in privat
in, carrying a ridiculously oversized teddy bear and
d me gently aside, her presence radiating a possessive warmth. "Brittany'
. She was playing the mother. In
smirk. "Oh, Kiana. I'm so sorry. I know this must be hard for you. Greg told me you'
the doctor, even Greg, on me. They saw the 'unstable' wife, the
y. "But Josh just loves me so much. He practically begs me to come. And I just can
. I needed to escape, just for a moment. I turned a
ars flashed before my eyes. The endless winters alone, the crushing depression, the careful monito
dn't turn. It was Greg and Britta
said. "He wants you to
now I'd love to, but Kiana looked p
boy. He was askin
all voice floated out. "Stay
She always is." He sounded a
r. A ghost haunt
ers, his past reactions, any recent changes in medication. Greg fumbled, stammerin
Fexofenadine, 180mg, and we carry two EpiPens. His last serious reaction was two years ago, to cross-contamination at
eeded me for the messy, real stuf
king at Greg. "I guess I'll go then. Josh needs his real mo
e the room. His voice was raw, heartbroke
d tiny shards piercing me. He
crying, reaching for Brittany. My eyes
oked at Greg. His face was unreadable. "I won't be here. You won't have to worry about me making a 'scene'