MAEVE HAWTHORN.
Staring at the paycheck I gripped so tightly with shaky hands, I let out a heavy sigh because I knew that just like every other paycheck before this one, I was going to be sacrificing it to pay off my father's debt.
His death wasn't so sudden considering how he's been sick for months but I was just too wimpy to pull the plug on him despite how terrible he's been to me until his death a week ago.
My world felt like it had crumbled down to my feet when along with the medical debt, I found out that my father was owing some other loan sharks and in order for them to not kill me, I had to take up extra jobs most of which had lesser pay just so I could meet up with the payments.
'Is this really how you're going to live your life, Maeve?' I asked myself as I rested my back against the wall, waiting for the heavy downpour to stop.
Tears welled up in my eyes but crying over something I can't control is a luxury I didn't have. Even after losing my father, I had no time to cry over him like other daughters would, I had no time to grieve because of everything he had left me with.
I checked the time on my phone and realized that it was almost midnight and I had to be at the club where I worked as a bartender in two hours.
I had no roof over my head, my landlord had sent me out of the house and thanks to my best friend and boyfriend, Theodore, things haven't been so overwhelming.
Both of them were my rainbow on a gloomy day and thanks to them, I'm able to go through each day without any suicidal thoughts. I texted my boyfriend for the fifth time tonight and just like the last four times, there was no reply.
My best friend, Scarlett, was at her job and wouldn't be able to pick me up. Her house was farther too and having no other choice, I ran under the rain as fast as my legs could carry me.
Theo has been busy too lately so I wasn't mad at him for not replying when I needed him to. In the absence of cabs, I ran to his apartment which was the closest and buzzed myself in as usual.
My muscles felt sore and I shivered as I made my way to the kitchen to make myself a cup of coffee when something caught my eyes.
Stopping in my tracks, I saw Theo's shoes in different places and not just that, there were two jackets, one feminine and another masculine, there was a bag too.
Did his sister come visiting?
Making my way up the stairs, a sixth sense kept telling me that something was wrong. I could feel it deep within me with each foot I put in front of the other but I shook the thoughts off.
The sound of a feminine moan halted my steps for a moment and my eyes widened as I continued walking and with each step I took closer to his room, the sound got louder.
I felt weak as I got closer and the voice became clearer, I didn't want to continue walking, I wanted to turn back and leave. Anger knotted inside me but my legs seemed to have a mind of their own as they kept urging me forward.
"You're being such a good girl for daddy," Theodore's voice got to me and I froze, I couldn't believe it. I'm not naive, with the sounds, I already had an idea what was going on.
"Pounce on that dick, who's daddy's baby girl?" He asked and my shock quickly yielded to fury as I walked even faster.
"I'm daddy's baby girl," the feminine voice responded to his earlier question, "Harder, daddy, please. I want you to tear this pussy up." She added and I was disgusted.
My fist clenched in anger as my teeth gritted and my heart pounded like a drumbeat. Now would've been the right time to turn around and leave but I couldn't, I was in too much denial to turn on my heels.
Theodore would never. He would never do this to me.
"Your pussy is so tight," Theo groaned and my heart stopped, I could also hear the creaking noise of the bed, "and so fucking warm, I think I'm gonna cum." He added just as I got to his room.
"Cum inside me, I want you to fill me up." The girl responded, her head thrown back with her eyes closed as she pounced on Theodore's cock like her life depended on it.
Theodore groaned again and I just couldn't believe the sight in front of me as I watched both of them get engulfed in the waves of ecstasy they were both wrapped in and my nostrils flared.
Shock and misery rocked me as I stood in front of the half-open door as my boyfriend held a strange, blonde woman's waist while she took control of him.
She rode his cock with desperation and like nothing was wrong with what they were doing, they switched positions with Theo taking control this time, ramming into her cunt hard and desperately.
My chest tightened, I felt pain rock me until my vision became blurry as a slight sob escaped my parted lips and my eyes burnt with tears as I watched them enjoy themselves.
Biting my lower lip until it pulsated like my own heartbeat, I clutched my stomach as hot tears trickled down my cheeks.
I wanted to say something, I wanted to stop them but my vocal cords betrayed me and I could barely let a single word out.