The Lost Female Alpha

Professor Abby Stafford had always believed in the power of a plan.

Lesson plans. Tenure tracks. Retirement accounts. If life was a garden, hers was meticulously plotted and perfectly pruned - until it wasn't.

Now, at forty-eight, Abby found herself staring out the window of a Greyhound bus, watching the world blur past in a haze of green and gold. She adjusted the glasses slipping down her nose and sighed. The other passengers - retirees in sweatshirts, families with sticky-fingered kids, a couple of exhausted hikers - paid her no mind. Good. Abby wasn't in the mood to explain why a respected professor of English Literature had packed a single suitcase and signed up for a "transformative wellness experience" at some obscure lakeside resort.

Truth was, she couldn't explain it to herself.

The burnout hadn't hit her all at once. It had seeped into her bones over years, hidden under deadlines and department meetings, disguised as "just another busy semester." She had ignored the warning signs: the sleepless nights, the creeping cynicism, the way even her beloved books started gathering dust. Her body ached in strange ways. Her mind frayed at the edges.

When the glossy Wolf Harbor Resort brochure had appeared - promising renewal, vitality, and "a bold new beginning" - it felt like a dare. Abby wasn't the daring type. But something inside her, a part she had long smothered with responsibilities and rationality, stirred.

She bought a ticket. She packed a bag. She didn't tell anyone.

The bus shuddered as it turned off the main highway, jostling Abby from her thoughts. Trees closed in, towering pines and dense underbrush. The road narrowed to a gravel path. Someone toward the back muttered, "Middle of nowhere," and Abby's heart gave a nervous flutter.

Maybe this was a mistake. Maybe she should have stuck to the yoga studio downtown, or the sensible mindfulness retreat that her colleague Janet kept recommending.

But as the bus crested a hill, Wolf Harbor spread before them - a glittering lake cradled by forest, the water so still it seemed like glass. On the far shore stood the resort itself: low, timber-framed lodges with wide porches and trails winding into the woods. It looked peaceful. Inviting. Safe.

Abby tightened her grip on the strap of her leather bag. Safe wasn't why she had come.

The bus wheezed to a stop.

A man in a crisp navy uniform - not quite a bellhop, not quite security - boarded and called out names. "Stafford? Abigail Stafford?"

She rose, smoothing her linen jacket, and shuffled down the aisle.

The air outside was heavy with the scent of pine and loam, warmer than she expected. The uniformed man smiled politely and gestured toward a path leading to the main lodge.