Secret Obsession

Nancy's pov

"Look who decided to show up!!!! The fat ugly cow" someone yelled as i entered the cafeteria. I kept my gaze down and continued walking till counter. "She is so ugly and fat. No wonder her parents hate her." They kept yelling and yelling profanities at me. The voices became louder and violent. I froze. "fat fat fat fat fat ugly fat cow ugly ugly ugly......."

I shot up in bed. Sweating and panting. Another nightmare in a week.

The clock showed time of 2:36 am.

I was looking aimlessly around me as sleep was now long lost friend. I put my fluffy flip flops and walked over my small balcony.

Moon was shinning in starry sky. I loved observing night sky since i was a little girl. It brought me peace. Hope. Calm. Whenever i looked at it, it reminded me of my lovely mother, the only person who loved me truely.

Then my mind wandered to my evil-of-father who started abusing me when my mother passed away.

My mother had last stage breast cancer. She fought hard for years but as it was detected lately her chances of surviving were very low. My father could not take her death and started drinking. He would often come home drunk. In beginning it was okay but after some days he started beating and abusing me. Since i was a chubby child he would often call me names.

Not wanting to overthink i strolled back to my bed. It was 4:17 already.

I went to bathroom. Brushed my teeth and took a nice warm shower. My light brown wavy hair was shinning after i dried it. One thing about me; i really liked my wavy curls which reached till my chubby butt.

I went in kitchen and made some coffee and scrambled eggs. I always preffered light breakfast. After breakfast i put my worn out phone for charging and decided to clean the house little bit as it was dusty. While cleaning my father came to kitchen.

"Where's my coffee you fatty bitch? How many times do i remind you to make my coffee before i wake up??!!" He practically barked at me.

Without any words i hurried to kitchen and prepared him his delicious coffee. Till i did all housework it was 7:30am. Time for high school. I packed myself some sandwich and a chocolate bar and made sure i took all necessary things including phone and i was off to face another unfortunate day of my life.

As i walked inside of school Dylan and his friends blocked my path.

"Going somewhere miss universe?" He smirked and others burst out laughing.

"She can't even walk properly and you are saying her miss universe now thats some ironic shit" one of them commented while laughing.

I stood there trying to refrain myself from crying because of embarassment.