Reborn As A Wolf

Rowan.

"Have you seen the news today Alpha?" My Beta Leon said slipping a newspaper on my table, l went on with what l was doing, watering the plant in my office space with my other hand in my pocket, doing this gives me a moment to escape reality, the news is probably about what is happening in the human world.

"Are you not going to take a look at it?" Leon pointed at the newspaper, " What is it about l said with no interest to move from where l was standing.

"I wouldn't bring you an unprofitable news Alpha, Jaylene is launching a product today," he said taking a seat comfortably, l dropped the mini water can in my hand, if it's my mate then I'm concerned, although he is not aware that he is my mate because it is prohibited for me to go close to him or approach him. Since the day l was born into this world I have always thought that my life will go more smoothly, but a lot changed after my coming of age when a prophecy came and it's said.

" l invenies meam mate et homo est"

"l will find my mate and he is a human"

"l cant appropinquant ei quia fata nostra implicantur"

"l can't go close to him because our Destinies are intertwined, Yet we can't be bound together "

" l erit exitio"

"I will be his doom"

"Finis meus erit proximus ut flamma ignis si l hoc regit"

"My end will be close as flames of fire if l disobey these rules"

After reading all this, l felt like my fate and destiny had always been decided by the moon goddess. She knows what is best for me and she bestowed on me my life scroll accordingly.

When the moon goddess messenger left, mother and father became extremely worried about me.

Many years had passed by, and my mother is worried about how I'm going to become the head Alpha without a luna, but I'm not worried, I'm not in a hurry to become one, moreover, l don't want to be a bad omen, not to the very person that is most important to me, my mate, l can't be the one to bring him sadness and pains, l can't be the one to destroy him, l don't want to see him cry, I'd die if something ever happens to him.

The reason why watching him from afar is like a serotonin boot for me, he amends me yet he makes my heart ache, everyday l want to be with him yet I can't go close to him, every night l want him in my cuddly arms yet l can't even tell him.

Hiding in the shadow to have a peek at his hazel green eyes, his deep frost black hair colour always gracing on his shoulder level, his nose ominously crafted in a perfect shape, his oval upper lips, they fade pink and red every time like he had a bite on them, they are fluffy and velvety, and every time l set my eyes on his beautiful being l control myself and my wolf not to attempt to claim what rightfully belong to us.

He is the most beautiful man l have ever met in my entire life, he is my mate and I'm not taking a second chance mate because I can't have him, l can't cheat on my mate when he is still alive and well, even though I'm built to believe in fate and the prophecy of our creator, l believe Jaylene and l can be friends in the nearest future.

Every full moon that comes and goes l wish and prays for a reversal, l wish to rewrite my fate but it has already been sealed, Jaylene is in safe hands, and he will soon become the CEO of the father's corporation soon enough, the only danger have ever perceived around him is his elder brother, he is the type to always have something awful up his sleeves, he is just a cheap gambler looking for validation.

I know Jaylene schedules like l know the day l was born, l lurk around their east gate at night, the side of the woods is very close to his father's mansion, l don't dare to go close, l love my somewhat unrequited love, l know all his favourite things, starting from his coffee, the blue colour of suits he likes to wear every day, l know he loves Germany local cheese, fried potatoes and chicken breast for breakfast.

"Rowan??" Leon snapped me back to reality, pondering on my thought is what l do whilst waiting for redemption.

"So are you going or what?"

I placed back the newspaper on the table taking a seat uneasily, l let out a long sigh tugging my hair backwards l don't have a reason to go, Leon, you know every time I go to see him it's a risk I'm taking, we can't see eye to eye, what if l look at him and our eyes locked together, do think l will be able to go control myself, l should stop going to see him for now, l said vaguely pushing the newspaper back to him.

" What difference does it make if you stop now, you are always on his trail like a happy cat, what happened now?"

"Watch your tone Leon, l scolded even though l know he is genuinely worried for me.

" It's okay if you don't want to go, l will cancel your seat reservations."