May 7,1990
Dear Elena,
Tomorrow will be the day. I'm afraid to know the truth about my brother's condition. I'm scared- I don't know what will happen to my life; My classmate Ruby always asks about my brother's condition and I found it so annoying. I know what's running in her head. I know that she secretly loves my brother but she's so annoying every 30 minutes she always calls our house. Now I know why my brother never gave her a chance. I'm praying right now that it is just a normal bruise and he only had anemia and nothing worse than that. I don't know what to say; Elena. Whole Day I'm just thinking about the changes that might happen to us. My room is my heaven place in this house full of negative vibes. Mom and Dad are always fighting, they always blame each other for some reason that they don't want to tell us. hayst! Elena, I don't know what happened to our family? We used to be happy and content in life and unexpected circumstances happened. And here we are struggling about our organized life.
I just wish Elena that everything will go back to normal. I'm not used to it.
Sincerely your friend,
Luna Sandivillan
Heavy-hearted , I closed my diary and put it back in my drawer. I look at my face in the mirror. I sigh; I look like a real mess right now. I close my eyes and shake my head. I looked again in the mirror and nothing happened.
" Those movies are not real" I said and got the hair brush to brush my hair. While brushing my long black hair. My little sister Amy rushed to my room and hurriedly locked the door.
"Amy, Are you playing again?" I ask
"Yes, Ate!" She happily said to me,
" Is that hide and seek again?"I asked again.
She just happily nodded at me. I crossed my arms and looked at her.
" Amy, it's 8:30pm you should go to your bed right now" I firmly said to her.
"But Ate I'm not sleepy " Amy protest
"I'm older than you Amy, you should follow your ate" I said to her.
" But I want to play and Amanda wants to play also," She explained.
I just sigh and walk her way. I squat to make eye contact with this kid.
" Look Amy I know that you and Amanda want to play but it's already late. And you know that we need to go to the hospital tomorrow for Kuya's Check-up right? " I calmly said to her. She slowly nodded her head to me and hugged me.
" I want to sleep," Amy whispered to my ears. I just smiled because of his cute action that made my heart flatter.
"Okay, Sweetheart" I said to her and I carried her back to her room.
I gently put Amy in her bed and kissed her forehead " Goodnight Amy" I said to her and I looked at the Doll beside her. " And Goodnight Amanda" I said to the doll.
I silently leave Amy's room. When I left her room; I saw Kuya Lenard standing at our parent door. I immediately went to kuya to ask him what he was doing in front of our parents room.