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Rosie pov,

As the sun set, the darkness began to obscure the brightness of the sky.. I got new project to work as a designer due to my constant effort and hardwork for the past one and a half years.. Suddenly today afternoon MD informed me to present my work infront of investors...After presenting the project, i left office quite lately..

As I was walking, I pulled my sweater over my chest and hugged myself to avoid shivering which is caused due to heavy cold..Even cold make me freeze still i love it..thatswhy i choose to come ooty..Actually its my dream to stay ooty with varun..I always dreamed to have family with varun..We all know that our dreams are not going to come true yet we don't stop dreaming..Because it give us happiness and hope to live our life.. Even it is fake, still its give reason for us to live..

After 15 minutes of walking, I reached near my hostel..Thatswhere I am staying now, leaving my family and friends..

I don't want see anyone from my past life especially my friends, it only remind him..I don't want him to know about my whereabouts..I wish not see him upto my last breath..My presence only make him to lose his happiness..I only gave him pain..Not only for him, No one lived happily because of me.. I made everyone suffer..Maybe God has made me live alone for the sin I have committed.. I deserve to be alone.. I only deserve pain..

"It means your not going to see him again, then why your stalking his Instagram and Facebook.." My mind asked me..

Yes..I can't even pass single minute without thinking or seeing him thatswhy I stalked his Instagram and Facebook account to know about his life..My phone gallery is filled with his picture..My day start and end after viewing his picture..I love him madly, thatswhy I did everything..Even after knowing, it will hurt my family..

"Are you regretting now" My mind asked me again..

No, I don't regret it..

I did it for my love..

For my love, I forcibly married him ..

On the way to my hostel room, I heard priya voice who is calling me by my name..

"Rose..Rose.."

By hearing her voice, I turned and saw her who is running towards me..She came near me and extend her hand with our room key and told me,

"Here keep this key..I am going out with my friends.."

I nodded and took the key from her hand.. I heard her voice again when I turned to go to my room..

"Are you coming with me ??"

I looked at her in amazement that no matter how hard I talk to her, still she was talking friendly with me..She is my roomate..we both are sharing same room..Actually she is good and friendly type girl..Always try to talk with me friendly..but I only reply her with one word..because I don't want to mingle with anyone..I was born to live alone because of my selfishness..

"Oyee..Again gone to dreamworld ".. Priya asked me in a teasing tone...

"No..I am not coming".. I replied her in plain tone and gone to my hostel room without waiting for her reply..

After cleaning my face, I planned to take little nap before dinner..

Ring..Ring..

Hearing the ringtone of my mobile, I got up from the bed and attented the phone call while thinking who it is.. Call coming from private number..No one from my past life know this number..

"Hello..who is this??" I spoke

"Come outside, i want to talk you"..I heard reply from other side of phone..

No..It can't be him..How he got my number ??..What he want to talk now??..Already I signed divorce paper then what he want to discuss now ??..Without waiting for my reply, he cut the call..

May be his marriage is fixed so he came to invite me for his wedding..

"Idiot..He hate you then why he have to invite you for his wedding..Did you forget that how much he hate you ??"..my mind mocked me

Yes..thats correct, he hate me.. then why he came here..

After closing my room door.. I start to go outside to see him..As I walking on the corridor, Bhami akka called me by my name..

"Rosie..Rosie"..