My Sweet Mistake

Hayden POV

Arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggh

I heard the sound of my alarm and I was forced to open my eyes.

There is nothing to be angry about when I am woken up by my alarm because if you are a man with different companies to run you don't actually need an alarm to wake up in the morning.

I stood up from the bed and dressed it.

Yeah you heard me i do have maids around to do that but i am kinda used to it.

I walked into the bathroom and did my morning business and then left the bedroom still in my pajamas and went to my daughter's bedroom.

But she wasn't there and it was just 5am in the morning although it's not something new to me.

I went to her Barbie house only to see her sleeping on the bed and a smile appeared on my face.

All i have ever prayed to god is for me to hear her talk just once but no it never happened.

I was once a player of course, going after everything my sinful eyes sees and that was how I got to meet my Zoey’s mom.

I was once diagnosed with cancer of the lungs because of my excessive amounts of smoke intake.

And Zoey's mom was my personal nurse then and even on my sick bed I was determined to fuck her and of course it finally happened.

I saw it as a one night stand but she got pregnant at first. I didn't accept the baby but her determination to keep her baby made me accept it.

Zoey, my daughter , was born like any other normal baby but everything changed when she was four months old.

When my baby mommy was shot dead while she was going to the hospital for a baby checkup she died at the spot.

After much investigation we found out it was her boyfriend that shot her out of anger.

And all i could do was blame myself because i was the cause of her sudden death.

I will tell you why....

After going after Rose, my late baby mommy for a while and she still rejected me saying she was in a serious relationship. I got fed up.

And on one faithful day she came to check on me as usual but unknown to her I had everything planned out .

I didn't advance towards her as usual. Instead I was being friendly with her and that was the reason why when I offered her a drink she accepted but unknown to her I drugged her and had my way with her.

Even in her death she believes that we were both drunk and that was why I have always lived a life of guilt for years now.

I made sure her stupid boyfriend never went free and she was actually sentenced to death by hanging and I watched him die.

That was how I stopped being a player.

Maybe that was a way God wanted to change me.

But something happened to my daughter Zoey. She stopped making all those baby sounds and she hardly cried.

At first i didn't take it serious but when it got worst i took her to the hospital and the doctor confirmed that she was suffering from the shock of the incident that caused her moms death.

According to the doctor it was a rare sickness and she can only talk when she sees someone she can take as a mommy figure.

After that I started inviting different young female therapists but nothing happened so after my father's death my mom and younger siblings moved in with me.

And for the first time Zoey smiled immediately she saw my mom and her smiles melted my heart completely.

I started wanting more.

I wanted to see her laugh and most especially I wanted to hear her call me daddy without her writing it on her iPad.

Since my father's death I have been living with my sweet mom and two troublesome younger siblings.

They are actually twins and they are still in highschool and I must say staying with them makes me dislike the idea of my wife giving birth to twins because they are a big pain in my damn ass.