My Other Half

♫︎BLAIRE CATHERINE POINT OF VIEW♫︎

Why do I admire him?

Why did I fall in love with him?

Why do I continue to love him even though I know I have many competitors?

Competitor because they will chase him the way I did.

Because he's the vocalist, a hot vocalist

Anyway, pathway I turned out to be Blaire Catherine Castro the goddess of beauty assumed. I'm kidding! But I'm the woman who continues to fall in love with a man that I can't reach him.

"Hey! You witch! daydreaming again huh! You better stopped assuming there. You and him are not things because you and him are human, but seriously, it's hard to reach him," my friend Bianca said who you thought was not experiencing what I feel now.

"Gosh! is it forbidden to love him, even if he doesn't know huh!" I frowned at her as I sped back to my seat.

"Is it right for you to face that television, you just need to kiss it," she told me. Yes, because when I saw him, I quickly got up and ran to the telivision because he would be a guest on the noontime show.

"Just go away, you witch!" I told her, and she just nodded.

"Alright honey! I will leave you there, fantasy well!" she told me but, I just ignored her because I was just focused on the television where he was.

"Mr. Petter, is it true that you already have a girlfriend?" the host said who interviewing him so I stood up again because it was me. That's me. Assuming me again!

"Actually, yes, I have a girlfriend already," he said confidently as those in the studio shouted. That I collapsed in my seat. This is the end of the world because there's a winner already.

"Oh, you heard and saw that your idol have a girlfriend so stop admiring him. AAAwww pity those who try to grab the attention of those who admire you," the Host said and I frowned. Yes, that's right, because I'm also sad, he has a girlfriend, it's frustrating to love him.

"Hey! This witch is frowning like crazy tasked! What happened?" Bianca muttered, but I was still staring at the television.

I don't want the end of the world.

My friend just laughs at me, but it really has a different impact on me. Like this ruined my world. That I just want to disappear even now so I decided to go in the bar.

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Cigarette smoke, the smell of alcohol, and noise greeted me. I want to get drunk as much as the guy who will lose all the pain because of that flicker of love.

"I just crushed him, why am I acting like this? Why am I being effected so much?" I whispered to myself before going up to the bartender to order a glass of wine.

As I walk I can’t help, but to look around, I see someone kissing, dancing on the dance floor, laughing and even singing. But my eyes were fixed on a table full of squirming men, but I was disappointed to see that there were women with me.

"I thought I could hit the jackpot tonight tasked! The handsome dads haven't had any hangers yet, because Bianca is busy with her plates, she's really alive," I said to myself before I walked over to the mixer of wines.

When I arrived, I sat down in front of the bartender to order a very hard wine, the type that just one sip will lose my love for my idol, my vocalist.

"What's wrong with you ma'am?" the bartender asked me so I looked at him and smiled.

"I hope the wine with just one sip will make me lose my feelings for him," I whispered while still smiling broadly at him.

"If it weren't for the alcohol, it would have made me feel cold, the guy I wouldn't have felt like so I wouldn't be hurt like this again," I bit my lip and told him again because he was just scratching his head.

Geez! Catherine that's really crazy. I'm not bitter but I just feel sorry for what I found out about him. I don't know but I'm really super effected. I'm assuming if assuming but I really hit on him.

"Maybe you're drunk ma'am, so that's what comes out of your mouth," the bartender said so I just laughed and pointed out what I wanted if it was wine. As he makes me, I am just word of mouth.